Broken

Chapter 10

Yes!! i promised and i did fulfill!! Thank you guys for being patient! i love you guys!

PS. Pic of Lola added!

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Lola's POV

I look down at my dress again, feeling completely insecure. I just, don't look like me. I would totally be fine with a cute shirt, jeans and sneakers. But Jena said absolutely not. Especially that It's my first party.

I'm wearing a black really tight v-neck short dress, short as in mid thigh. An oval cut is above my breasts showing a little cleavage and a meshed large oval showing my back. And with that, black six inch stilettos. Makeup done to ideal perfection, as Jena would say. I draw down the dress subconsciously and Jena swats my arm.

"You look fine. Hot I must say! I am so proud of myself. Now let's go." She says and we move away from her car (and yes, the two dolls are with us; Dolls because they haven't spoken at all. They just follow instructions).

The scene in front of me is a complete catastrophe. There are red cups everywhere, on the ground and in hands. People are drinking, smoking and sucking each other's faces off. I sigh nervously as we arrive at the front door of this huge house.

"Ready?" Jena asks smiling brightly, excited to start partying.

"No," I say and she rolls her eyes.

"It's not hard, just have fun. Not that fun..." she motions to a girl only wearing her underwear and bra, "but...fun. Just loosen up." She finishes and I nod, rubbing my lips together, the sticky red substance feeling uncomfortable.

"Okay!" she grins and opens the door, the music getting mind blowingly louder.

There are teenagers everywhere and more red cups, which I'm completely sure is not soda or fruit punch. People are dancing, playing games, smoking, doing drugs and some with their faces together.

Are they even allowed to do this stuff at this age? I do not belong here...

"It's not hard, just have fun. Not that fun-but,...fun. Just loosen up." Jena's words replay I my mind. She's right, I should loosen up. I should have some fun once in a while. I deserve it.

"Dang, this place is rockin'" Jena exclaims and I smile. She's actually a nice girl. A bit too conceited but, still nice.

I continue to look around and my eyes catch something familiar. Or should I say someone.

Blonde curls cover his face as he kisses a brunette. I frown.

Soon, they pull apart, giving me the chance to see his face.

Steeve...

He looks at me with a shocked expression. And I look at him with none at all. No feelings are currently in my mind. I feel blank, completely blank.

I look away and touch Jena, getting her attention.

"Drink. Now." I say almost robotically and she grins.

"Now that's what I'm talking about!" she says and grabs my arm, leading me through the sweaty bodies to the kitchen where there are cups filled with different colour liquids.

I grab one and smell it. Smelling nothing particularly, I take a sip and crinkle my nose at the bitter taste.

"What is this?" I ask Jena and she takes up a cup with the same colour drink and take a huge gulp. She smirks and I raise my eyebrow.

"Vodka. Just gulp it down and it'll taste better."

"But won't I get drunk quicker?"

"Don't you wanna have fun?" she asks and I sigh. I gulp it down, feeling the burn in my throat. It doesn't really taste good, but it leaves me wanting for more.

I quickly take up another one and start drinking.

"You go girl!" Jena cheers, drinking from her own cup.

Two guys appear in front of us, quite good looking guys I must say.

"Hello ladies," The brunette one says.

"Hello," Jena smiles and I smirk.

"I must say, you both look ravishing." The black hair one says and I lean against the counter, looking at the brunette who continuously rakes me up and down with a smile on his face.

"Thanks, you too," Jena says, flirting with the black hair guy. I take a long drink from my cup.

"I'm Ethan," the brunette says leaning on the counter beside me and I smile up at him.

"Lola, nice to meet you." I say and he bites his lip, his light brown eyes glowing.

"You wanna dance?" he asks, standing up straight.

"Why not?" I say putting down my cup.

He takes my hand leading the way and I look back at Jena. She's already kissing the guy. She pulls away smirking and winks at me. I giggle, turning my attention back to Ethan.

He leads me in the living room, where people are dancing, right as a grinding song comes on.

He forces us through the crowd and soon we're in the middle.

He roughly pushes me against his chest and I wrap my arms around his neck.

"Can you dance?" he whispers seductively.

I turn my back against him, his hands firm; not budging from my hips and my hands still around his neck.

"Here's your chance to find out," I say and start grinding on him to the slow beat of the song.

I'm actually feeling the vodka kicking into my head...it feels amazing.

He continuously caresses my waiste and hips and I continuously tug at the roots of his hair.

As the song gets faster, we grind on each other faster and get more lightheaded.

He moves y hair to the right side of my neck and bites my left earlobe. I gasp, not feeling the urge to push him away. I bite my lip as he moves down to my jaw and I moan softly, closing my eyes. He continues down to my neck, teasingly sucking and biting. My mouth falls open slightly as I absorb the new feeling of sensation.

"Stee-" I stop, eyes widening of what I almost said. What am I doing? This isn't me...

I'm turned abruptly to his chest and he starts kissing me aggressively, shoving his tongue onto my mouth. I frown slightly, not being able to pull away.

This is what they call fun right? Just have fun.

I start kissing him in return, running my hands at the back of his neck and running my fingers through his hair. I feel us moving through the crowd and he pushes me against a wall. I wince as he starts attacking my neck with sloppy kisses. This doesn't seem right.

I'm seeing everything slightly brighter but shaky. I'm feeling quite high.

He stops and holds my hand, going up the stairs.

"Where are we going?" I ask, shaking my head at the slight dizziness.

"We're going to play," he says seductively and I gulp.

We soon arrive at a door and he opens it, carrying me in. He pushes me on the bed and climbs over me.

"Let's play baby doll,"