Boldness Tome 1

16

BUN

We had landed over an hour and a half ago and I still hadn't calmed down, I was still so fucking angry at them.

I asked myself a lot of questions during the trip. First of all, why did I send my father to look for him? Why did I have to involve him in this fucking shitty mission, huh? Wasn't I old enough to fend for myself. Wasn't that the role of a leader, to protect them?

Then how could I have believed this idiot? How did I not notice that he was going to give me a bad price? How could Jungkook think he would be trustworthy? How Jungkook could have become attached to him, without me noticing!

Was my father going to die? Was he going to be disappointed that I didn't say I love you to him when he left for Africa? I blamed myself for that. I was busy at the time and didn't think about telling him anymore.

I did not know. For once, I had no answers to my questions and that irritated me to no end.

I was cut off from my thoughts by three knocks ringing on my bedroom door, Namjoon entered and came to sit down towards me.

"Are you calm down?"

"Shut up."

"Damn Bun, I'm your friend so don't talk to me like shit."

"And what do you want me to tell you? That everything is fine, that I'm going to leave him alone and that I'm going to act as if nothing had happened when he betrayed us and my father is in a coma because of this little shit? Well nah Nam, I'm not going to tell you because I dream of slitting his throat and making him suffer like he's making Jungkook and the others suffer ."

"Bun... I know how you are, I know what you're thinking but are you sure he didn't do that out of spite or that he was forced to?"

Yeah, I thought about that a bit, and my answer was the same as before, this one hadn't changed at all, I wanted her fucking dead and her fucking blood on my fingers.

"I want to give you the biggest slap in the face of the century, are you thinking about what you're saying to me? We always have a choice in life! He knew my father and he let that happen, even his father was touched and you're going to tell me that he did it out of spite. Nah, when you love someone you help them, whatever it costs."

He looked down at the end of my sentence, I knew he knew I was right and he couldn't contradict me on that because I won't change my reason.

"Now Nam, if you want to and no in fact you have to, I'm not giving us a choice, we're going to go find this piece of trash and take it, is that clear?"

"Yeah Bun... You know very well that I will always be with you, even if you have shitty choices."

I rolled my eyes, how stubborn he could be sometimes.

"Besides," Jungkook calls, "you're too present right now and I wouldn't want anything to happen that he wouldn't want, and I want to know how he's doing... How did he learn the new ? "

"Not very well."

I looked at him for a moment, gradually starting to lose control of my body and my mind was kissed little by little and finally Jungkook took over a few moments later.

"Greetings for..."

"Oh... Jungkook"

He took me in his arms, probably thinking that I wasn't doing very well, and that was kind of the case actually.

When I heard the news, I didn't even have time to stay in control any longer as Bun had already switched with me to take control. I thought he did it so I wouldn't break down in front of others and hang up the phone, and yeah that was the first thing on my mind at the time.