Boldness Tome 1

20

Gguk

I was at the end of my rope.

I had completely dissociated. Neither Bun nor Jungkook had returned to take control of the front. They gave me the place with Kook. They let us handle the hardest part even though we were no better mentally than them, if not worse.

I had already been in control for a week, I had never stayed there this long.

Lost in my thoughts, I didn't see Namjoon-hyung enter my room, which made me jump.

"Gguk? "

"Yes... "

"Are you okay today?"

"No...I miss my daddy."

"Gguk...I'm so sorry, if you knew how much I hate seeing you like this, you were so happy before."

"But I can't do it n-now."

"Do not Cry... "

"I-I...I don't understand h-how this h-happened."

"Gguk...I- ...don't you think you should listen to what Taehyung said?"

I looked at him in fear before continuing.

"N-no please... n-not that. I-he hurt me, I'll n-believe him n-never again, I don't want to."

He didn't answer me but looked at me with a tender look full of kindness.

"Gguk...Jungkook and Bun still don't want to come back? You look exhausted."

"Y-you want me to leave?"

"No, I'm glad you are, only I haven't spoken to you in a while and knowing that you're here because these two idiots are letting you do your hard work is making me a little angry. This week was great with you but I would have preferred to see you again under different circumstances, you know? And also happier than that."

"No...They still don't w-want to come back."

"And you know why ? "

"Bun isn't allowed there b-because Jungkook, me and Kook don't want him to kill Taehyung and as for Jungkook, he just d-don't want to come back now, he says he is tired. "

"I would like to talk to him."

"Sorry, but not now..."

"I understand Gguk, rest well. Your little sister is with Jinnie, you will go see them when you are awake, okay. I will leave you."

"No... please stay with me until I fall asleep."

He nodded and smiled at me before settling on the edge of my bed and running his hand through my hair.

"You know gguk, you can count on us."

"I know nam-hyung." "

He smiled at me again and I closed my eyes. A few minutes later, I fell asleep under his caresses in my red hair which was starting to turn brown again.

I woke up, alone, with a strong desire to drink. I looked at the time and saw that it was already 3:54 p.m., I had slept for over two hours.

I went to drink and get dressed, I only put on a pair of loose white pants with a huge purple sweater and did what Namjoon-hyung had told me to do earlier, before I fell asleep, which was to go see my little sister who was with Jin. I got along really well with her, and she was very happy that I was at the front. Apparently he had missed me a lot... I didn't often miss other people though, so it touched me a lot...

Thinking about this warmed my heart, I loved my little sister so much.

I hurried to open the door to Jin's room, not without suspicion, I didn't know what he was doing with Namjoon-hyung but... in fact I didn't even want to imagine it.