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7 years ago. . .

This was it.

I've grown weak — or maybe I've always been weak.

There was always this cloud accompanying my thoughts, something dark and gnawing from the depths of my mind.

I tried to weep it out, hopeful of letting the feeling flow out of me but whatever I do, it somehow consumes me even further.

It needs something to cling on to and it happened to be me. I took their suffering, their pain, their darkest thoughts and honed it as my own.

I laugh maniacally, slightly wincing at the way the empty sound vertebrates off my hollow chest.

I can't believe this is what it came to. Laying here, waiting for my heart to calm down. The erratic beating is dying beneath me, the feeling now a memory away.

I had no will in me to fight anymore.

I breathe in my last breath and close my eyes, letting the effects lull me to sleep.

The oxygen almost feels foreign and in this moment, I knew. I knew this was it.

I knew that I would eventually give in.

I knew I wanted this.

But I can't miss the slight pang of guilt that crashes over me before I'm gone.

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