𝗙𝗢𝗘𝗦 // 𝗧.𝗸

𝟎𝟐𝟎

𝖢𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝟤𝟢 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 :

"i know i should've thought it, at least I'm being honest."

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LAUREL'S POV.

"Don't over miss me." Tom cupped my cheeks, i stare at him as i look up him.

"I won't.." I respond. He lean in my forehead, kissing my skin as he pulled away once again.

"It'll be for a few days, okay?" He kisses my cheeks, down to my neck, giving me hickeys as i close my eyes.

I push him away slightly. "You're doing it again."

"Doing what?" He ask blindly. "Giving me too much hickeys." I rolled my eyes.

"I'm sorry, just making sure what's mine." He smile, before finally kissing me in my lips.

I'm still shocked on what happens but it shrug it off as i remember that knowing how bad we love each other, there will be always a temporary way that would part us apart.

"I love you." He whisper. I just nod, not looking straight to his eyes. I can't say it back, I'm not sure what i feel toward him, I'm still waiting for the right time to say it back.

Tom finally decided to go, he crawl out of my window as he wave goodbyes. I sigh as i watch him run back at his house.

I slide down my window afterwards, colliding the curtains together as my body hit the wall. I hugged my knees together.

What the fuck. Like yes, we're together, but felt like we weren't. Of course we're not, for like.. Friends with benefits, a person with feelings and thoughts of something that says something was anything they do was right, but it isn't right at all.

I just fucked with my enemy. And it felt weird because in the morning we're enemies again and at the night we'll run around, seeking for every location just to make ways to make out.

I love and hated at the same time, but this doesn't make sense on between us at all, not even one bit.

I walk back to my bed, i hit the mattress as i rubbed my eyes together. I don't wanna overthink everything, for sure when tom get back here, he'll be finding another slut and fuck it around any time he wants.

It's his hobby, and i don't give a fuck about it.

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TOM'S POV.

Finally, L.A. we passed some few paparazzi on the way but we made it hopefully.

"Shit, i just wanna sleep all day." I hop into the mattress. We're in the hotel we booked in, there's a twin size bed and that's what i want.

"But we plan to have party as soon as we got here?" Georg ask, looking at me suspiciously.

"Change of plans." I respond, sitting up.

"But you never change plans." He said, snickering a bit. "That's a bit suspicious." He adds.

"Come on, maybe i was just tired." I rolled my eyes sarcastically.

Tired of having sex in the middle of the night.

"Come on man, there will be hot chicks waiting for you." He teased. "I don't care about whatever chick i have." I removed my shoes quickly.

"Tom get your fucking luggage here or I'll throw this at the window if you won't!" Bill screams, "can't you take it yourself!? I'm tired you know!" i groan in annoyance as i started to begin my sleep.

"Well i don't care! Get it here." Bill yelled. I hop out in the bed and started heading out, stomping in the ground angerly as i grabbed my luggage and drag it to the room again.

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|𝗗𝗔𝗬𝗦 𝗣𝗔𝗦𝗧|
LAUREL POV.

I heard my phone rang. I lazily grab it and look who is calling me. I rubbed by my palm, pressing the answer button as it was on face time.

I put the phone besides me, not showing my face as i ran my hand at my face.

"Hey beautiful."

Tom's voice talk, i grab the phone again and corrected my posture to the side. I was wearing a black sleeveless shirt, a thin strap attached through it and a white pajama.

For sure my cleavage is on the view.

"Hey, what's up?" I talk, yawning slowly. "Did i wake you up?" He ask concerning.

"Well kinda, but whatever. What do you want?" I ask. he was probably in the rehearsal, but keeping it secret just for him to call me.

"Is it wrong to call you? I missed you." He say, a quick smile suddenly built my cheeks. "I know, but you don't have to call me everywhere and everyday." I told him.

"That's for making sure you're alright." He say. "I know that too." I respond sarcastically.

"I saw your tiktok, you didn't tell me you take a tattoo." He changed the topic. "Well.. I think it's a good surprise so.. It's not a surprise anymore because you already knew." I chuckled nervously.

"Can't wait to see it then." he smile. "As if." I smile back.

"I'll see that sooner, just a little wait." He replied. "When you'll be back though?.." I ask him seriously.

To be honest, i barely miss him. His touch, his words, his lips-.

"I don't know, It depends in the contact we are signed in, but don't worry, it won't took long." He reassured me, i frown a little. "Lou, don't be sad."

"How can't i be sad when you're there and i don't even know when you'll get back." I told him. "I don't even know anymore, it hurt to the fact that sometimes i trust you and to the next day i don't know if you even know me anymore."

"Lou-" "No, because if i was there I'd be looking out for you, while not even caring if people think we're a couple." I cut him off.

"And i know i shouldn't act like this because to the fact that even we look like a couple," i pause, then looking at him, his eyes was teary and so as i.

"We're not though."

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𝖧𝗂 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾! 𝖨𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖾𝗇𝗃𝗈𝗒𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝖽𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗏𝗈𝗍𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗌, 𝗂𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝗋𝖾 𝗄𝗂𝗇𝖽 𝖾𝗇𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁 𝗉𝗅𝖾𝖺𝗌𝖾 𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗆𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗍𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝗍, 𝗍𝗒!