To that boy ( unspoken words)

You know right?

Raindrops are falling, and so are my tears.,

In the reflection, I confront my fears.

I long to discover If they will depart from this gem.

as the mist disperses, For them to condemn.

Will you be there for me, by my side?

As you now know, I am not a butterfly.

Will you pick me up and give me a place again in your heart?

Why are raindrops salty?

my reflection told me, you know, right?

I didn't have any choice but to fight.

Fight for my love,

Fight for us

Fight with my soul

fight with the whole world

I couldn't have kept bushing around right?

Why do you seem astounded?

You will accept me like that... right?

You know what I did, was what I had to.

It was just my particles wanting to assimilate,

In that well-resolved solution right?

That's what chemistry says, right?

You did come to me, right?

That night... I remember.

You were there, hiding in the lap of the night...

( at least you tried)

Oh, I remember your dark blue eyes...

You were there to see if I cried,

I saw you there, afraid to confront me

in front of my couch Right?

I know I deserved it, as I told a well-reserved lie.

But you know what I did,

was just a young mind trying to dissolve

In that well-resolved solution.

It's funny, even then I knew

I wasn't one and never have been one...

You know, right?

I know, you know right,

as I can see your sight on those nights

I can feel your breath whispering

I understand my life

with it, my thoughts vaporized

my blood rushing to my nerve

with a pondering heart

maybe we will be together

even after these all my love

By serenus❤️❤️