To that boy ( unspoken words)

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I tried again today, to find the extended word,

that do you have something in your heart,

your reply converged into a no, honestly,

I have never felt, that, ache in my heart

but somewhere deep down there was happiness,

I knew I could never betray my loved ones, my parents,

and now it's easier to move away from you again,

because you are too good to explain my heart, a no.

you were my first, the first for whom I felt something,

but it didn't last, I am just a nobody for you,

then why did you share everything, every dream with me,

why are you so perfect, that you made me fall for you?

you know I loved myself, till the day we met,

but I wanted to dissolve myself day by day,

your single,  yes, and I would have sacrificed everything,

but whatever god does, there's a goodwill I know

maybe he knows, it's all just an infatuation,

perhaps I'm made for the bigger goals on the earth,

I've got dreams, how I was so foolish to fall for you,

and losing the pages of my childhood in the dirt

picking up those again, yes, I would never forget you,

I will never regret to fall for you, even for a second,

but god has shown me a path now, full of the life of others,

how can I lose those hopes, for just a few pink blush

thank you for those words, my first love, it helped me again,

I'm on my feet now, thank you for letting me fall, I'm rising again,

I will distance myself from you because you are too nice and amazing,

my heart will again overcome my brain, not retaking chances,

maybe, I'm not, the perfect one for you,

the reason for no, yes I see, I know, it's all me,

but thank you again for the way you are my love,

wishing you melodies in your life, forever and ever.

A/n: This chapter closes so is my book, thank you my love telling me what's in your heart''