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Continuing from the last chapter ...

Y/N POV

" No mother STOP WE ARE NOT GOING THROUGH BABY PICTURES RIGHT NOW PLEASE!" I chuckled trying to convince my mom.
" Oh cmon hon it'll be fun, just a small peep." She pleaded.
" Mom please, were half way done unpacking everything, the sooner we get everything out the sooner we can look at baby photos."
" Yes BUT cmon just a smaaall little look."
I chuckled and took the book and placed it on my bed, " mommy i would absolutely love to but for now help me hang the rest of my posters while Jaime helps me unpack my clothes from these boxes. All of my work stuff ill take everything out on my own time and ill figure those after we settle everything else. If theres any adjustments ill let you know and Jaime."
" Alright deal."
Then Jaime comes in with some food from Wingstop, ive been craving for some lemon pepper tenders with the louisiana voodoo fries also with the coke of couse.
" FOOD IS HERE LADIES!" He says proudly.
"YESS GIMMIE im starving." He hands us our food and we ate happily, the last time i had wingstop was back in Oakland after graduation. Alana, Aaron, Dom and I we all went a double date to get wingstop then head out to a graduation party in Lake Merrit. The day was honestly fun, the fireworks, the drinkng, amazing music, shit i even remember doing burnouts for the 12 years of hell and shit in school.
After we finished eating we finally finished up my room all there was left my PC to be set up along with my desk which ill do on my own time. I still haven't told Jaime about my job, work, or whatever you wanna call it. I know he wont make fun of me and the stuff I do but like I don't want to embarrass or make myself look stupid and have him look at me like ' oh youre doing that instead of continuing school, what a dumb fucking move y/n '.
" Y/n?" Jaime says worriedly, " y/n? Are you okay?"
I snapped out of my daze, " yeah im fine sorry im just tired thats all." I faked my smile.
" You sure? Because eyes dont lie."
Shit hes right, i dunno what to say like every time i wanna say something it either fucks everything up, turns the relationship bad, or ill end up just having a mental breakdown when im alone. " Yes Jaime Im okay i promise," i lied, " trust me im just really tired weve been unloading the truck yesterday and little but today and unboxing everything. Im just worked out," i faked a smile again hopefully its good enough to convince him.
" Okay but if there's something wrong you can talk to me okay?"
Okay why do I feel like shit now because what's actually bothering me is literally my entire life and trauma right now.
" I know thank you Jaime."
He smiles at me, god that fucking smile gets me all the damn time. Like what the fuck is he?? Fucking a god with that handsome ass smile, jesus christ i felt my cheeks go insanely red.
" What about your work boxes? Are you gonna open those one?"
I looked over and debated on if I should open those or not because one i can edt my video for tonight for my life update on youtube but then hes gonna question me about the fancy shmansy set up. I mean i can just record my little vlog camrea and edit everything on my laptop .... fuck it ima just go with that.
" Y/nn?? Youre zoning again."
" Sorry um ... " i took a small deep breath " uh those boxes ill just do it tomorrow, it gives me enough time to think where im gonna put those."
" You sure its still early, its only 7:29."
" Yeah im very sure if I need any help ill let you know. Plus i need to shower anyways and im probably gonna crash out right after."
" Alright then amor, see you around?"
" As always Jaime," I smiled.
We walked downstairs to see mom asleep while her cooking show plays on the tv.
We both quietly chuckled, " bye Jaime thank you so much I really appreciate it alot."
" Of course anything for you hermosa," he smiles at me.
I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling in him for a hug and he hugged me back immediately the same exact tension when me and him hugged the first time was back again. But this time stronger his cologne smells so good and his arms felt right around me, the warmth of him made me felt at ease, it felt like everything around me stopped and at blur. I felt his grip get a slight tighter which made me even fall more in love with him. I tightened my grip as well, for some reason I felt like I was gonna cry. For what? I have no idea, he makes me feel sensitive and sentimental, this feeling im feeling is something I never felt, why am I like this? Normally I never hug or make first moves at all, yet alone even feel sentimental. This genuine calm, happy, peaceful feeling feels amazing.
He slowly lets me go, my heart sank a bit because I never want to leave his arms at all.
" Take care okay amor."
" I promise I will dont worry."
He smiles at me again and goes to his car, as soon he leaves the parking lot I shut the door. I went and wake mom up so she can sleep in her room.
" Mom wake up," i shake her lightly.
" Hm?" she responded.
" Cmon Jaime just left and you should go to bed in your room."
She gets up stretches and yawned, " what time is it?"
I looked at the time, " its 7:53 ma gonna be 8." GONNA BE 8??? Holy shit me and Jaime have been hugging for damn nearly 30 minutes ... time really do be flying BUT LIKE THAT?? Nah thats crazy, i chuckled to myself.
" Whats so funny hon?"
" Oh uh nothing mom, its just me and Jaime - "
" When are you ever gonna admit your feelings to him?" She says giving me a smirk.
I blushed, " mom, dont. Its too late for this, you should go to bed. Besides he doesn't even like me like that."
I started walking upstairs with my mom following me teasing me about having a crush on my best friend.
" You never know until you say something y/n."
I turn around to look at my mom and smiled," well see what the universe hold, plus im gonna shower and upload a video before bed."
" You're streaming tonight?"
" No just a little update on how things are y'know how youtubers or content creators does those serious talk."
" Gotcha hon, good luck not so late. Sleep is-"
" Yes ma i know sleep is important."
" Alright now."
I walk into my room grabbed my shorts and my Rick and Morty hoodie and went to go shower. I let the warm water hit me while deep in thought, how am I gonna start this off? ' Hey whats up youtube -' no too fucking cringy. ' Yo whats up you guys ' no sounds like nerdy people. ' Hey guys as you can see yes its one of those videos ' eww okay no that sounds kinna wierd. I'll think of something fuck it.
I sat on the floor with my phone on my shoe shelf, i know tacky. But itll work until i have my actual set up tomorrow, I hit record and started on my video.
" Hey guys its y/n welcome back to another video, yes I know last stream I said we were gonna do a car stream but obviously it didn't go out right."
I started to explain how everything started off when I was young it wasn't hard to talk about but the more I explained how he treated me worser than before made me tear up a bit. I had to stop multiple times just to get the words out of my mouth and explain everything what happened. By the time I was gonna end my video I felt a bit better that I got this off my chest and being able to upload something to let my  audience know that i am okay and I am trying to heal and recover.
" And with that todays video, i know it wasn't something you guys were expecting but I just want to let you guys know im okay im fine now. I love you guys goodnight or morning or maybe afternoon wherever whenever you guys are watching this video, byeeeeee."
And I ended the recording session, i looked at the time and it was only 11:39, i still have time to edit and upload.
Editing this video isnt much honestly I said what I needed to say the way how i wanted it, all i did was cut out the time i needed to stop the camera and where i started rerecording. Then lastly added my outro with some nice chill lofi music. While I video was uploading I left my laptop open on my desk, it was already gonna be 3 soon. I layed in my bed and closed my eyes and sleep.

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