A New Purpose ( Tomura Shigaraki x Reader )

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As the afternoon sun begins to dip below the horizon, you find yourself walking alongside Shigaraki Tomura, the enigmatic boy you began to fall for. Despite the rumors that swirl around him, you've come to know a different side of him—a side that is caring and compassionate, a far cry from the villainous persona he presents to the world.

Together, you make your way to a manga cafe, a cozy sanctuary where you can escape the pressures of everyday life and lose yourself in the world of stories and imagination. As you settle into a booth and order your drinks, Shigaraki leans in, his voice low as he begins to explain the concept of the League of Villains.

"It's not about causing harm for the sake of it," he explains, his tone serious. "It's about challenging the status quo, about shaking up the system and creating a world where people like us can thrive."

You listen intently as Shigaraki elaborates on his vision, his words painting a picture of a world where the lines between hero and villain are blurred, where society is forced to confront its own shortcomings and injustices. And as you listen, you can't help but feel a sense of conflict stirring within you—a sense of uncertainty about where your loyalties lie.

On one hand, you're drawn to Shigaraki's passion and conviction, his desire to change the world for the better. But on the other hand, you can't shake the feeling of unease that lingers in the back of your mind, the knowledge that his methods are not always noble or just.

But just as you're grappling with your conflicting emotions, Shigaraki reaches out and takes your hand in his, his touch gentle and reassuring. "I know it's a lot to take in," he says softly, his eyes searching yours for a hint of understanding. "But I believe in you, in your strength and your convictions. And together, we can make a difference, no matter what anyone else may say."

His words resonate with you, touching something deep within your heart. Despite your doubts and fears, you find yourself drawn to Shigaraki's unwavering belief in you, his faith in your ability to change the world for the better.

As you sit together in the quiet of the manga cafe, you can't help but feel a sense of hope stirring within you—a glimmer of possibility that perhaps, just perhaps, you can find a way to reconcile your conflicting desires and forge a path forward together. And with Shigaraki by your side, anything seems possible.

As the warm glow of the manga cafe's lights bathes the cozy booth where you and Shigaraki sit, he leans in closer, his voice low and earnest as he begins to discuss the League of Villains' plans for the future. With a sense of gravity, he outlines the upcoming attack on the USJ, leaving out a few crucial details that could paint a darker picture of their intentions.

"It's time to make a statement," Shigaraki says, his tone tinged with determination. "All might is a symbol of everything that's wrong with the hero society—the inequality, the corruption, the hypocrisy. And we're going to tear him down, piece by piece."

As he speaks, you can't help but feel a sense of unease creeping over you, a nagging doubt that lingers at the back of your mind. The thought of causing harm to innocent people fills you with a sense of guilt and apprehension, conflicting with the image of Shigaraki as a caring and compassionate individual.

But Shigaraki's words are persuasive, his conviction unwavering as he speaks of the need for change, for a world where people like you can truly be free. And despite your reservations, you find yourself drawn to his cause, a part of you yearning to make a difference, to challenge the status quo and forge a path to a better future.

As the conversation draws to a close and you make plans to meet again, you can't shake the feeling of uncertainty that lingers in the pit of your stomach. The path ahead is fraught with danger and uncertainty, and the decisions you make in the days to come will shape the course of your destiny in ways you can't yet imagine. But one thing is certain—whatever lies ahead, you won't be facing it alone. With Shigaraki by your side, you feel a sense of strength and determination coursing through your veins, a belief that together, you can overcome any obstacle and emerge victorious.

As you and Shigaraki walk together, the weight of dread settles heavy on your shoulders, knowing what awaits you at home. Summoning up all your courage, you turn to him, your voice barely above a whisper. "Um, Shigaraki... Can I ask you something?"

He glances at you, his expression unreadable. "Sure, what is it?"

You take a deep breath, steeling yourself for what comes next. "Would it be possible for me to... maybe live with you?" you ask tentatively, your voice trembling with fear and uncertainty.

Shigaraki stops in his tracks, his eyes widening in surprise. "Live with me?" he repeats, clearly taken aback by your request.

You nod, your heart pounding in your chest. "Y-yeah," you stammer, your gaze dropping to the ground as you struggle to find the right words. "My foster family... they're not exactly... nice. And I... I dread going back home every day."

There's a moment of silence as Shigaraki processes your words, his expression softening with understanding. "I see," he murmurs, his voice gentle. "And what about the bullying at school? Is that still happening?"

You nod, feeling a lump form in your throat as you recall the relentless taunts and jeers directed at you because of your "villain-like" quirk. "Yeah," you admit, your voice barely above a whisper. "It's... it's gotten worse."

Shigaraki's gaze softens, a flicker of sympathy crossing his features as he meets your eyes. And then, unexpectedly, you see a hint of determination flash in his eyes—a resolve to protect you from the cruelty of the world.

"Alright," he says finally, his voice firm. "You can stay with me."

Your eyes widen in surprise, a surge of gratitude flooding through you at his words. "R-really?" you ask, hardly daring to believe it.

Shigaraki nods, a small smile playing at the corners of his lips. "Really," he confirms, his gaze unwavering as he meets your eyes. "You don't have to go through this alone anymore. I'll take care of you."

Tears prick at the corners of your eyes as you throw your arms around him in a tight hug, overwhelmed with emotion. "Thank you," you whisper, your voice choked with gratitude. "Thank you so much."

And as you pull away, you catch a glimpse of something soft and tender in Shigaraki's eyes—a glimmer of warmth and compassion that belies his villainous exterior. 

Feeling a rush of emotion, you throw caution to the wind and wrap your arms tightly around Shigaraki in a heartfelt hug. His initial surprise is evident as his body tenses slightly, caught off guard by your sudden display of affection.

For a moment, there's a palpable tension in the air as he hesitates, unsure of how to respond to this unexpected gesture. But slowly, almost imperceptibly, his rigid posture begins to soften, and he tentatively returns the embrace, his arms encircling you in a gentle hold, despite the fact he was gloved he still made sure to not touch you with all his fingers, fearing causing you harm.

As the seconds tick by, the tension dissipates, replaced by a sense of warmth and connection that envelops you both. In that moment, it's as if the weight of the world has been lifted from your shoulders, and you find solace in the comfort of each other's arms.

When you finally pull away, there's a softness in Shigaraki's gaze that wasn't there before, a hint of vulnerability that speaks volumes. And as he meets your eyes, you can't help but feel a sense of gratitude wash over you, knowing that you've found a kindred spirit in this unlikely ally.

"Thank you," you whisper, your voice barely above a breath as you meet his gaze. "For everything."

A small smile tugs at the corners of Shigaraki's lips, his expression softening with genuine warmth. "Anytime," he replies, his voice tinged with sincerity. "You're not alone anymore. I'll always be here for you."

And in that moment, as you stand together on the threshold of a new chapter in your life, you know that no matter what lie ahead, you'll face it together, hand in hand, as true friends and allies.