Do you remember?

Chapter 4: Pacing

I walk in circles around the sandy island. Not even worried about the idea that maybe I don't have any food, shelter, clothing, water, basically anything I need to live.

My mind just constantly flooding with old memories of how we met and when we used to deny how much we really liked each other.

FLASHBACK

We are hanging out with our friends. All sitting around in a living room in one of their apartments. It's only a few of us. Me, May, Madison, Jackson (madi's BF at the time) and a few other stragglers.

I see may sitting by herself on one of the couches. It's not even full sized, it's only meant for one person, but I go over and squeeze myself in anyway. "Sorry, my butt I just so big, it takes up the entire chair." May stated sarcastically. She said it because she has, in honestly, not a big butt. Close to no butt at all.

Of course I laugh at this, but then we just sit there. Then May is picked up by some other guy as he tries to feel her by giving her a "full karate chop body massage" he was hard core just touching her boobs. Luckily she squirms away and goes to get food.

When she comes back, she sat on the top of the chair as I laid across the thing. Some other girl was near me, trying to flirt it up, and one of my best guy friends was there too. But I couldn't help but notice her sitting there, alone. "Here, I'm going to slide over so may can lay with me." I state openly.

Both of the people sitting there give me looks, then give her looks. Kind of confused at was going on, I see may getting texts from Madison across the room.

"Bæ?" One text to may would say.
"No, just keeg." May says in response.
"Mhm😏"
"What?"
Then the texts stopped and looks were just exchanged.

That night was wonderful, absolutely amazing. We just hung out, and it felt so natural. I remember, summer ended and we both went to different schools. I tried to keep in touch by texting her, but the conversations were short, and meaningless. I missed her so much. But I couldn't say anything. After all, I had been dating someone. And truthfully, I had been dating her for almost a year. I was happy, super happy! But May was always on my mind. And i always had a special place for her in my heart.

I got the chance to go to one of her school football games. She was a cheerleader. Cute as ever. Down there smiling and getting the crowd hype. I loved when she would dance and not even care what anyone else was thinking. Or when she would do tiny dance moves that she didn't think anyone noticed, but i did. she would occasionally just jump up and down because she was so excited, or my favorite thing would be when she would laugh. I couldn't hear her laugh, but she looked so happy, and she enjoyed herself. God she was perfect.

I remember that night because it was the night my feelings resurfaced. seeing her down there made me have goosebumps. I couldn't stop watching her. Even when she walked up the bleachers at half time, and came to sit next to me. I smiled, said hi. And well, I felt awkward, I didn't know what to say. We ended up having a conversation, but then she had to cheer again. Towards the last quarter me and my best friend walked down to stand at the gate, in front of where she cheers. I had to leave, but I couldn't leave without saying goodbye to her. Who knows when I would see her again.

She finished cheering and I was there waiting for her. I waved, said bye, and walked away. She called after me. I turn around and she embraces me in a hug. When she goes to pull away, I pull her closer, rubbing her back. Just so she knows, she's wanted. And that was it.

Although, she did text me that night. Telling me if I didn't come to her school, she would die. She would joke around with me, and act like she hated me. Too perfect. But I couldn't do anything. I had a girlfriend and our one year is in 5 days. May was never leaving my mind.

*Flashback ends*

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