✧ 𝐈𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐟𝐩𝐬 ✧

Vent!

I already announced a vent in my announcements,but I just need to vent (lol) a little bit more. What I mean is,there's just some more stuff on my mind. Like,this is a bit too long for announcements.

Warning,vent!

Today,my mother told me that she hopes that some sort of child protection services come to our house so that they can put me in a shitty home.

She says she doesn't care what they'll do to me. She says that'll all be my fault if my brother gets taken to another home as me

All become I forgot to do my homework.

She also says I don't talk to her. Well, maybe if she didn't punish me anytime I had a problem,maybe I'd tell her stuff.

I mean,seriously. We talked about this! She called me sensitive and a bunch of Arabic insults.

I mean,she would cry to if your mom was screaming insults and you and saying you made her scream, and say it's all your fault.

She told me I'll be in the street,broke and alone.

Maybe she just lets out all her anger on me for some reason. I don't even remember the last time I forgot homework.

I think she uses Arabic insults because she thinks I don't know the meaning of all of them,but that makes it worse because it makes me overthink.

I remember when I told her I wanted to die. She rolled her eyes and said I was lying. That was exactly why I wanted to die.

My feelings are nuisances to her,at least. The bad part is,sometimes I agree with her. I call myself insults to. Why do I have to have someone repeat these things out loud.

Maybe I just ruined her life. Does she ever love me or care about me?

You can't constantly have the good parent switch turn off and on,it makes me sick.

Whatever, I have some pretty art, I guess. It makes me happy. It's kinda related to this cause it includes Mafumom and a video of Mafuyu telling Mafumom her true feeling cause that's also related to this,lol (this is why I'm a Mafuyu kinnie,I might also be a Ena kinnie now that I think about it,lol.)