Chapter 2: the mysterious guy

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Husk's pov:

As I was talking to a God damn bathroom door, I couldn't believe it when I heard myself say the one and only thing that ruined my life just five years ago. Realizing what I've done, I stormed off and decided to never do this ever again.

I couldn't stand it. I couldn't stand you. After I've made the same mistake two times in a row, I'm sure I'll never see you again. Not that I would like to after I just made myself a fool in front of you. Again.

I'm definitely not the type to stalk.. or vent.. or even care about someone.. but hell, you have no idea what I'd do for you. But either way.. now it's pointless. Maybe if I had a brain earlier, things would've been different now, but it's not like I can do something about it now. Can I?

I didn't want to leave the party yet. Because at least this is a place where I can drown my feelings into drinks and never experience them again.. or at least for a while.. I just needed a drink. Whine. Whiskey. Whatever, just give me something.

I begged the bartender for the strongest drink, and as soon as I got it, I immediately started drinking and began to feel dizzy. I swear at some point I even thought I saw Angel Dust leave the party crying like a baby. Normally, I would care and go check on him or something, but I'm not that person anymore. Or at least not that person for now. He never cared while I was gone, so why should I care now. He is probably crying because some "weirdass Alpha thing" didn't want to fuck him. I'm so stupid for thinking even for one second that he was crying because of me.

Ok, it's enough. I thought about him too many times, and it hasn't even been two hours since we met again. Probably this is exactly why I decided to leave town for a while. I got my shit together, grabbed my drink, and went on the dance floor, hoping I would find someone for myself. I needed the adrenaline. I needed to get you out of my head because you were taking control all over me, and I couldn't risk getting into that dark corner of my mind again just because I saw you at a party. I didn't come back because of you... I- I came back for my friends. That's exactly why I came back. You were the last reason I would come back for. Oh, wait. I was supposed to stop thinking about you. I should really find someone who wants to fuck, now. I'm sorry because.. well.. it's Charlie's birthday.. but it's not like she isn't fucking Vaggie right now so that means everyone can fuck everyone right? I think I'm too drunk for this...

I turned back and bumped into someone. As I was looking up to see who it was, I was shocked. "Finally, the person I was looking for." My stupid non-existent brain decided to shout.

I was so caught up in the moment (and the drink I just had 5 minutes ago), so I let him guide me outside to his car. Don't ask me why I accepted that.. cause I don't know. All I remember is that he turned on the car and drove away with me in the passenger seat.

The next morning, I woke up in a parking lot.. actually a pretty familiar parking lot.. but where do I remember this place from..?

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