Why Did You Have To Choose Me Again? (HuskerDust)

chapter 13: choose me

Angel Dust's pov:

"Angel...?" Husk said while turning his head towards my direction. "Wait - did you just -"

"Speak?" I said, smiling

"Yes, Angel! Stop !" He said while fear started making its way on his face

"Oh, don't worry about it, Husk... I-" I said while another tear came running down my face

"Oh, I will worry about it!" He interrupted me while coming closer and placing my hand in his

"Oh, Whiskers.." I tried to say, but he came closer to my face, making me stop. His crystal yellow eyes looked straight into mine while he placed his other hand on my cheek. I could see how concerned he was just by the way he was looking at me. His eyes were analyzing my eyes, and then my lips then came back to my eyes again. I could feel the tension. He could feel it as well. At this point, we were just sitting there, in pure silence, on my bed, just looking at each other, trying our best not to cry

"Don't you ever, fucking ever, dare to speak again." He whispered.

"I'm sorry..." I started saying

"Don't be... I missed your annoying voice.." He said, trying to put a fake smile on his face. I could see how bad he was fighting to hold those tears back.

"I can't hold those feelings inside of me anymore, Husk.." I said, looking down.

"You don't have to.." He said while placing his hand under my chin, raising my head, making me look straight into his golden eyes. His urge to kiss me was too obvious.

"Husk?" I asked

"Yeah?" He said, once again coming closer to my face

"I don't wanna ruin this moment, but.... why do you suddenly care about the fact that I'm speaking to you..? This morning, you were literally begging me for it." This phrase made his face change completely in just a fraction of a second. He was now looking scared and confused like he just fucked up and blocked himself in a dead end whit legitimately no way out.

"I- uhm.. " He tried to say then stopped. He wasn't looking me in the eyes anymore. I thought that maybe I could do something that'll make him want to speak. I placed my hands on his cheeks, completely grabbing his face while dragging his head as close as possible to mine, but stopped when his lips were close to touching mine. I looked him straight in the eyes one more time before closing my eyes and pressing his lips against mine. He kissed me back with passion, leaving his body through his gasps of air while his hands rushed all over my arms and chest. I broke the kiss by saying:

"Well..? Are you willing to speak now ?" I asked while catching my breath

"I- " Ok, I think I might've done the exact opposite of what was I supposed to do.

"C'mon now, Pussycat, don't be shy~" I said

"Angel, I think you should stop.." He said, looking scared again

"Oh, stop being so boooring~!!"

"No, Angel, for real, stop.." He said, looking at me like I'm about to die. Oh, wait - I am.

"It's not like I'm gonna die just because I'm speaking to you.." I tried to lie to him while trying to lie to myself as well.

"...Angel.." He said while a tear came running down his face. He doesn't know. He doesn't have to know. There's no way he managed to find out. How would that even be possible?

"So, are you gonna answer my question?"

"Oh.. yeah.. uhm.. I- because I thought that you'd hate me for the things I said earlier when I thought you were sleeping. "