I choose you

Carri pov

It's been months since I've seen Jaz after spade night I would ask remy how she's doing but her and pap got things going on and the last thing I wanna do is be on the radar. I ask Stef all she tells me is she's been grinding in the studio paper chasing which is good to know because she is talented. As for me I been dating currently I'm talking to this guy named Trey I can't say it's good I can't say it's bad he's my weed supplier but he ghost me a lot. It's starting to get old I just use him for the time being. Some nights I think about her touch then I quickly try to shake it and be around Trey so that I can prove to myself that I'm not gay. I get lots of numbers which isn't much to brag about but it's a temporary feeling wanted by a man. I'm just having a hard time finding the connection I felt that day. When he touch me I shudder and not in a good way. When he kiss me it's not like she did. I wonder if she thinks about it. See there I go again having this woman on my mind. I stick around the house hoping to catch her dropping in to vibe with Stef. But I haven't been lucky. I just want her to know she doesn't have to stay away from me I'm still momma Carri to her. We just can't cross that line. I overheard her on speaker phone with Stef telling her that her and Chris was on yet another break and this time she's really going to test the waters she even got her own crib which was a shocker. I just knew she wouldn't take that step I'm supposed to go to the club tonight club vibe I heard that Sammie and Jaz were going to perform separately of course maybe I'll take Trey with me if he can get away. I got my own money so VIP is a must although I know if Sammie finds out I'm coming I'm not paying for a thing. He's such a gentleman and perfect for Jaz . Oh lord here I go saying her name I meant to say Stef.

Stef pov
I can't wait to see my hubby perform a few songs. He's just so fucking fine to me and thoughtful he had a me day set up for me he wanted me to be pampered while he worked. I love this side of him. But it would've been nice if my man was relaxing with me I keep telling myself girl let that man work and spoil you it's not like he's cheating. I'm gonna do my best to support him because I know he supports me when and doesn't snap when he sees men all over me he just lets it be known I'm his. I'm so freaking proud of him and Jaz she finally got back in the studio I haven't heard any of her music she wants to surprise me. I never thought she would move out of the house her and Chris shared but she did. She's been showing lots of strength even her energy been high yeah my bitch bout to fuck some shit up I even noticed how she talks and walks her confidence is through the roof she's more relaxed and more into her thuggy. I can't lie it looks sexy as fuck on her. With Chris being on a world tour doing God knows what my bestie has been out more. As I apply more lip gloss on I pop my lips run my finger across the extra I wipe my hands while getting out I strut in my red bottom stiletto's greeting fans taking pictures signing autographs blowing kisses on their Instagram stories posts even lives while my bodyguard leads me through a deep crowd I hear the crowd get loud as I make it to my section up top so I can look down I smile seeing my momma walk through with that nigga named Trey I don't fuck with him like that but that's who she chose. I greet my momma hugging her and nodding at him I don't want him fuckin with my energy so no physical touch is perfect for me I hear the DJ hype the crowd up asking if they were ready for Sammie to make some noise and like the girlfriend that I am I scream. And looked at my momma like what shit that's my man I would shout that shit every time I seen someone like it's a gang that's how supportive I Am. Then I hear he's voice

Sammie POV

🎶 I know i know girl I hear there's no need for you to speak I know I know that love ain't been kind to you girl I see you been loved on wrong hurt for far too long you tried to work it out forgot what loves about so busy pleasing him while you lose yourself stayed down while he was busy loving someone else so baby I'll be patient🎶 I looked up and sung this part to Stef while pointing at her 🎶 I I I I I got time baby imma wait on you baby imma wait on you I got time baby imma wait on you baby imma wait on you I got time love is kind I I I I got time 🎶 then I sing to my fans 🎶 I know I know your timid believe me when I say that I know I know that I'm the one for you I put that on my name yeaaaa baby imma give you everything that you need and everything that you want imma do everything he ain't do I know he only turned you when's the last time you smiled you ain't even been out we can fly out of town I'm just thinking out loud out loud 🎶 I signal for my DJ to cut the song and sung acapella 🎶 so busy loving him pleasing him while you lose yourself stayed down with him while he was busy loving someone else baby I got tiiiiiiiime you need a Sammie in your life when your nigga ain't treating you right🎶 I went off script with that part but the fans loved it so I talked to the crowd ladies I got so much love for y'all that this next song I'm bout to sing is about a woman a special woman who needs to be reminded from time to time no this is not a put your woman first song so fellas chill out this is a song where you step to your shorty your girl your wife your baby and say I cued my DJ to play I want you I adjust my mic 🎶 Oh, oh, oh, oh
Yeah (Yeah)
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Tha Bizness (Bizness)