Cries Of Music

why me

I let my tears to strain my cheeks fully, didn't even thought about anything in the world.

my mama.......died

my life suddenly felt like to an end, my heart ached and my chest tightened at this sight of her, my breath  started to hitch and my eyes started to blur, but I didn't cared about anything all I was thinking about was the lifeless cold body that was in my arms.

"This was all..... m-my fault if I was powerful to save her only i-if I..........t-tried more hard to save.

I cried and cried and cried until all left was my puffy red eyes, stained cheeks and Rotten lifeless body.

Suddenly realisation hit me.

"W-where is my papa!!!" I asked to myself.

I waited for him until morning while crying.

What happened to him.

Why he is still not here.

How I'm gonna explain everything to him.

Sun came out but, my papa didn't came back.

I started to feel anxious and scared. What is happening today. And why me, why everything is happening to me.

Papa where are you exactly!?!?!

I waited until it was 9 o'clock but noone came, my full body was aching so badly because of how I was seating only in one position.

Then suddenly police siren was ringing from far away, but I didn't cared about anything in the world my mind was only thinking about my mama who always loved me no matter what, took care of me when I was sick. Played with me all night when I was very sad that I didn't got invited for some stupid party from my school. Took side of me when I boke that bullies jaws.

Together we laughed.

Together we cried.

We always took care of eachother no matter what.

That's what loved ones do!!, but I never thought about this, I was always so caught up to make her happy, that I forgoted that she will not always gonna be with me.

But I never knew that this time will come  so early.

"Girl, bring your hands back"

"....."

"I said, bring your hands back, little lady"

Suddenly someone grabbed me from back.

And I let that happen. Not I like I cared about that.

W-wait why he is taking my mama away from me.

"Stoppppp....give my mama back to me"

"Miss, I'm an officer and you are under arrest, for killing.......your own mom" man in blue shirt said to me while handcuffing me.

But I didn't even said a single word and only looked at my mama.

"Mama, my mama it will gonna
be alright a-and don't be sad I'll be
back soon okk" I said to mama's lifeless body.

"Are you sure??, she is the one who killed her mother" one officer said to the one who was holding me while looking at me.

He then looked at me with pity in his eyes then sighed.

"I don't know, maybe you're right that she is not the one who killed her but, we can't do anything else, she was the only one who was with her when we found the body unless until we found the real culprit we can't leave her alone" officer said to other.