Cries Of Music

Objection my lord!!

I wiped my tears away, and with a deep sigh, I gave a weak smile to Josh.

"After all, nothing can be done" I said while reassuring myself.
He then hesitated, and hugged me tightly.

"I'm so so so sorry, i-i'll try my best to get you out of that jail"

"I know, thank you, mr josh" I thanked him in weak voice.

"Y-you know, me and your dad were friends since college, he was always a Playboy............ until he met your mom, he fell in love with her so deeply, t-that everytime, I asked him what he wanted to do in future, his only answer was
'i want to make voila happy forever'.................you know we used to play video games together until morning, haahha!!......he once told me that he is going to teach his future children how to play these games,..................we were very....close friends" Josh said while wiping a tear that fell on his cheek.

Indeed!!! He fulfilled those words that he once said to him, he teached me how to play video games,.......a-and, and my favourite one is Minecraft, all those memories are now going to live forever in my heart, whenever I will see those stars in the sky I'll remember my parents. Whenever I'll see half moon which makes the night sky look like smiling I'll remember their smile, their memories are like plum blossom that gives euphoria to my broken heart..............even though, their smile that holds So much calmness, joy will forever be engraved in my soul, I'll try my best to not tear up be strong in hard times............
Together we laughed
Together we cried.

I took a deep sigh to relax my body and mind.

"I-it hurts......it hurts so bad and I feel hopeless"truth suddenly spilled through my mouth.

"I'm sorry......but heyyy, you know you still have memories, unlike some people who don't"

"You know.............having memories is more hurtful then not having it"

"C-can you tell me........h-h-how my father died" I manged to speak out my curiosity while trying not choke again.

"Melody, your father......maybe he had an accident with Apollo's father, we found out that their car got drowned in a ocean even though we didn't found your father's body however we did found Apollo's dad's body on a beach which is 2 or 3 km away from your home.......seems like your father was gone to pick up Apollo's father"

"......how?!?"

"Ehhh!?!"

"How did noone fricking!! noticed them on beach........were, were everyone blind or something!!?!?!!!" I shouted in anger, frustration, disbelief and hopelessness.

"Melody, I know you're angry but, listen......that beach always get closed up at night due to their dangerous waves, I'm again very sorry for what happened, but you just can't live in your past for your whole life........you need to let the past be past!!!" josh tried to reassure me in a low voice.

I know that....I know that but, if past is not completed then how I'm going to leave it just incomplete, I want to know the truth.........this is wrong!!!.
Everything is wrong, you can't just leave without even trying!!.
Can anyone....just anyone tell me why my mama, papa died, without any reason , they left me here.........all alone to die.

"Listen melody, I know you're very depressed, but court is not going to wait until your depression is gone, ok.
Now take deep breath, and everything is going to be fine!!!!"

Hahaa......everything is just fine!!, But why......why do I feel hopeless complete hopeless like there is not even one hope is left in the world if everything is fine.

Right Now, I just want to go in dark, warp myself in cozy blanket where noone can see me, noone can judge me noone can see my vulnerable soul, noone can see my hopeless body, no sound no light just me and only me....and I can just be there for eternity.