Love Won't Die

chapter 15

Inside his black Porsche, none of us decided to open up. I'm staring at the window watching the tall trees as we pass by. I can tell that he had been driving for so long.

I looked at him to only found out how handsome he really is.

Eyebrows are frown, he seems to be bothered. What's actually bothering him?

I had never seen his like this before.

He then looked at me and smiled.
Don't worry Taehyung I'm not kidnapping you. Then I uttered a chuckle. He still knows how to get me.

After a while of driving, the car suddenly stopped at the hill side. He got out and went to the other side to open the door for me. He grabbed my hand and I can't deny that my heart starts beating fastly he started dragging me somewhere. A couple of minutes of walking we stopped at the other portion of it.

We sat under a tree. Where the stars can be seen shining from the dark sky. The moon brought light to us. It is the only source of lighting that helps us see each other.

I looked at Jungkook and I can see how majestic he looks by the moon light. When our eyes met, his gaze suddenly soften.

"You're the only person that I brought here.
This is my comfort zone. When I feel like I'm not okay I always go here. Only I know this place and now I took you here. I tell and promised myself that I'll only bring the person that's very important to me, whom I value so much. The one who's really special. The one who took place in my heart. That's you, Taehyung."

"Yet the fact that you have been ignoring me hurts so much."

"Why are you doing this to me?"
He said with a teary eyes.
My heart broke seeing him in this situation.

" Please tell me, taehyung." Jungkook pleaded.

"I have been doing this to you for your own good, kook. Knowing that you have been admiring someone else hurts me a lot. "

"I know this might be weird to you. But everytime you say my name, whenever you come near makes my heart skips a beat. How your smile makes me feel butterflies."

"It's my mistake for thinking this way, for acting that there's really something between us forgetting the fact that we are just friends."

"It hurts, it hurts to realize that I have been keeping everything secretly while you are already wanting someone else who's not even me. "

"I don't want to ruin our friendship and I'm sorry for telling you this. I just want you to know that I'll always be here to support you even from a distance. Seeing you with another might hurt me but seeing you happy will also be my happiness. I'm sorry for ignoring you, perhaps I just don't want to hurt my self."

Taehyung said.

"You don't know how much I suffered at the moment you kept on ignoring me.
The fact that I can't even focus on a single thing I do."

"I have been wanting for you to come back to me, for you to come near me. Yet you have been thinking that way without even listening to me. I waited for many nights, days, and even weeks for you to come near me."

Those moments are the hardest part of my life, Taehyung.

" You drive me crazy that I can't even breath properly thinking that you have been ignoring me."

"Why can't you understand that you're my everything, tae."

Jungkook said to Jungkook pure of sincerity.

But you don't feel what I felt for you, Jungkook.You will never will!
You won't understand.

I'm aware of that, kook.

I'm aware of everything that you would never see me that way.

You won't even understand what I feel for you even if I say the truth! Taehyung said in tears .