Love Won't Die

chapter 28

Jungkook's POV

After a while of crying myself, I heard a loud sobbing coming from the woods. I tried to follow where it came from not until I saw a very weak posture that I can really tell the person will faint.

Even if I'm not feeling strong enough, still I quickly went to the person. At the moment I'm right behind him he fall into my arms having his weight on mine. When I saw his face my heart ached. That might be the reason why he looks so familiar.
It's my Taehyung, my love.

But seeing him in this situation aches my heart. I couldn't even imagine how did he end up to be here. What could've happen to him if I didn't come on time. If I did even a went to this place.

A tear rolled down on my cheeks. He's too heavenly to be like this. He shouldn't even experience this.

I carried him bridal style and we both went inside the car. The rain is still pouring heavily. So as my heart, it feels heavy to see with my own eyes what my lovers situation is.

Driving slowly to avoid accidents. Just for him to arrive safely. I did my best to keep him safe .

We arrived at his apartment and I asked for a spear of keys. With the assistance of the lady, both of us successfully entered his apartment.

I lay him on his bed and changed his wet clothes. Didn't even matter if mines are making me shiver what matters for me is for him to not get sick, even tho he's already having a fever. I still don't want it to worsen.

He opened his eyes slowly, blinking them softy. I guess his vision is still blurry.
" I loved you, I love you Jungkook. Sorry"

He uttered.

Pulling him for an embrace I closed my eyes with my eyebrows frown. Never have I imagined to hurt him like this.

I regret saying those hurtful words. Knowing that I shouldn't done that. Regret, what I feel is regret.

I woke up early and I saw his sleeping feature beside me. I can feel his arms wrap around me. It does makes me feel happy that I felt his presence after a long time, but knowing the fact that he's to heavenly to experience this kind of pain.

I went down to prepare his favorite meal.
Cooking it with pure love. Also, I did prepare a healthy watermelon drink and served it at the table. It does make sense why I put a medicine beside the tray, since I can tell he might have need some painkillers at the moment he woke up.

Well, I really need to go. I have to leave him alone. Does he even wants a person like me? Well I hope he do.

I need to fix all of this, to fix this mess.

Taehyung's POV

I woke up in a comfortable bed. Looking around I realized I'm at my apartment.  How come did I arrive here? I remember I was at the woods crying myself out, thinking that someone will help me get out of that place since I was lost. Really lost.

Anyone saw me there? I tried to comprehend everything but I can't remember. Well, I do remember someone carrying me while I was shivering.

I tried to blink many times as I tried to remember who was that. Who is he? He's face was really blurry at that moment. That it made me to not remember anything.

Trying to get up, feeling the ache of my body so as my head. I went down to prepare my breakfast but I was shock. So shock that someone already prepared it for me. Is it made by the person who helped me? How kind he truly is that warmed my heart.

A smile appeared from my face as I saw that the food is my favorite! It also have a medicine besides it. It would've be wonderful if he stayed for a couple of while so that I can express my sincerest gratitude.

"Who is he?"

While I star to digged up with the food. It tastes really good. It's like Jungkook made it. Is it him or I'm just missing him this bad?

I was eating peacefully when my phone suddenly ringed.

Hello? Is this Kim Taehyung?
Yes? It's me. I answered nervously.

Sir, please calm down and don't panic.

Yes ma'am, just tell me what is it about.

I'm sad to say that your mother has been delivered here at **** hospital. She is here at the emergency room. I need you to please come here ASAP.

Okay, I'm coming. I hanged up the phone.
I almost choked the air. Rushing up, I couldn't even finish my food so I went immediately went to the hospital.

At the hospital

I went to the counter and asked where my mother is.  I'm sitting hear low badly crying, worrying about my mom's situation. I couldn't even imagine being without her. She's fighting for her life at the operating room. I want her to keep on living. I'm begging to God to please save my mom. I couldn't take it if I lose her. She's my mother.

After a couple of while. The doctor came out. I stand and and ask for my mother's current situation.

Doc. How's my mother. I asked with hoping eyes.

She looks at me and said. Son, your mother is a very strong woman. She survived. But she still needs some medications since her cancer got severe. Your will be delivered at room 345 later. Please take good care of her and stay by her side.

With that the doctor excuses herself.

I went to the prayer room to thank God for hearing my prayers. Then I went to my mother's room. With her pale skin I saw how tired she already is. Knowing that she still needs medication. Surely, I can't afford that. I was staring at her blankly and the offer of Jungkook's father went to my mind. I need the money. It's the only way to save my mother and to help my little sibling and father. Actually I have no other choice, I want my mother to live. I don't want my father and sibling to starve. Even if it'll hurt me so much. So damn much knowing I have to gave up on him.

I went to my contacts and stared at my screen looking at his father's number. Dialing it with a heavy heart. I accepted his offer. 

I cried. It hurts, my heart hurts. Started to sob, wetting my clothes. I held my unconscious mother's hand.

"Eomma, please keep on living. I love you so much." I said and buried my head on his bed. I feel asleep after those crying.

My mother already took the medications. Being beside her after it. I was always there for her. I helped her recover wearing the fake smiles of mine. Yes, I'm feeling happy she survived but it's just... I'll miss someone lifetime.

It's been another month that I can say mother already been fully recovered. My father and sibling are not suffering with poverty. My heart warmth knowing that they don't suffer anymore.

But it does feel incomplete.

I decided to leave the country but before that I visited chim.

It's been half a year I didn't even show up. I apologize for everything and he was worrying a lot for me. Then, shared them what I encountered in my life that makes me go disappear. He even stated how Jungkook went so worried for me. How much effort he gave just to find me. Listening to him, it made me tear up. I shared him about my encounter with Jungkook and he couldn't believe it but insisted that Jungkook might not mean it on purpose.

But as much as I want to run after him. I cannot. The guilt is killing me knowing I already take the offer of his father.

Jimin, I'll ve leaving this country. If he comes over and look for me please tell him how much I miss him. Please tell him the situation I experience that caused me to disappear from everyone's sight. I love him, chim. I cried while Jimin patted my back.

I bid my goodbyes and went to the airport.

"Well this might be my goodbye."  Before crossing the border line I looked back. I whispered.

" Goodbye my love"

Can this be the end of their love story? Will destiny allow them to love each other or not?