Missing Pieces: I'm Sorry My Love

Chapter 22. The moment with my love

*as he opens the door of his house, he searches for ezra*

*ezra goes down stairs because he heard the door open*

*At the time when he was just coming down the stairs, Lino runs up to him with his arms wide open for a hug*

*ezra also hugs him*

ezra: you alright?

lino: now i am..

*lino looks up to him with a smile*

*after both let go of each other, they go upstairs to be alone in linos room. and with every hour lino feels better again, but didnt told ezra what Was wrong tho*

*in the afternoon they both just lay there after ezra Was playing video games again and linos watches it*

*while both just lay in linos bed, having each other in their arm, Lino says ezras name*

lino: ezra?

ezra: hm?

*ezra has his eyes closed, enjoying the cuddles with lino, but still listens to him*

lino: you know.. we might not been together for that long yet, but..

*lino stops talking and its quiet for some seconds*

ezra: but..?

lino: well..

*lino gets Red and a bit sweaty in his face, because its a bit weird for him to ask him that*

lino: Would you be ready for our, first time....?

*ezra opens his eyes wide and fast as he is shocked*

[he asked what?!]

*ezra gets Red aswell*

ezra: uhm...

*they both just look at each others until lino Talks again*

lino: you dont need to if youre not ready..

*lino smiles at him*

ezra: n-no, its fine! but.. here, right now..?

[why did i say that..?]

lino: i wouldnt mind!

[ezra dont fuck this up..]

ezra: a-alright..

*as both are getting rid of their clothes, Lino smiles and Ezra is just scared*

*lino just lays down, waing for ezra to start*

[should i just say that im actually not ready? but he looks so happy... i cant make him sad.. i have to calm down..]

*while ezra still sits on the edge of the bed, he breathes in and out, trying to calm down*

lino: you ok?

ezra: yeah.. dont worry...

*Ezra goes on top of him on the bed, hoping for the best, and that he doesn't mess up*

*as he proceeds, Lino let out a small grunt out, what ezra kinda worried that he might hurt him. He just tries not to worry about it so much and keeps going*

*with every movement Lino lets out some kind of noise*

ezra: is it ok like that? *he asked kinda nervious*

*lino just looks at him, his lips form a smile and tries to form a Word between his moans*

Lino: ngh.. y-yeah..

*after some Minutes he didnt felt any fear anymore, and just kept going, after both got really exausted*

*ezra just lays down next to lino, staring at the ceiling like he mostly does*

*its quiet for some Minutes, the only thing you could hear is the heavy breathing of both, since they are exausted*

lino: this was your first time right?

[Was i that bad?!]

*ezra looks to the side, seeing how lino also looks to the ceiling*

ezra: yes.. wasnt it your first time too..?

lino: you werent bad, but...no it werent my first time. i wish it were tho...

ezra: what do you mean "you wish"? what happend..?

lino: some months before you even moved here, there was this guy i also fell in love with...he always made fun of me tho with his group. and i guess he lost some bet and confessed to me, since i was actually the person who liked him so much i said yes, of course.. i loved him.. but everytime we spend time allone at his or my house he just wanted to have sex with me... i told him mutible times that im not comfortable with it yet but he didnt listend and just forced me.. and he did that every single time. luni and melisson told me to break up with him but i just didnt listend to them. i still loved him, and if i would break up with him he probrably will make fun of me again, and that was the thing i was mostly scared of... i let him use my body..

ezra: but why did you asked me for it then?

*lino looks at ezra*

lino: i just.. feel more safe with you..

*ezra puts his hand on linos cheek and gives him a kiss*

ezra: i would never use you for your body dont worry...

*lino smiles and hugs him*

lino: i love you so much..

*after lino said that, he Fell asleep*

ezra: i love you too.. lino..?

*ezra noticed how he fell asleep, and just smiles. so he  also goes to sleep while still hugging him*