my hands were numb..idk if its because of the sleep,exam,him or just everything all together but idk how to feel like it breaks my heart but at the same time i am just blank..should i cry it out or should I let it be should i just keep on writing but i am speechless and expressionless rn..i would give up, i already did but how am i supposed to not even think because i wanna be honest with myself..how do you shut down feelings???feeling that feel so real that it pains my chest kinda strong..feeling that just grow deeper each day..feelings that crush and break my thoughts..feelings that just aren't so miniature and light that it'll just go away in just a flip of the switch..it's just me and not the other person
it's just that some part of me knew and some part of me denied..but it turned out to be true!??
