Cherry Blossom

Don't say that to me - Part 37

           Sitting on the couch, she couldn't get over what she just let happen. Scrunching herself into a ball, she lays down and just goes over all the touches...all the licks...all the hot sensations she felt all over her body. 'It was never like that before...it wasn't...was it? That was....something else. But still...even still...would I pick Sasuke just because of a one time...thing? I'm so fucked up. I'm so sorry Kakashi. I'm so sorry.' She only thinks these thoughts as she couldn't dare to speak them in words out loud. The days passed...Sasuke kept texting her, but she didn't reply. The large bouquet of flowers that Kakashi had sent her were slowly wilting on the kitchen counter. She didn't add water. Falling asleep, she wakes up to her phone ringing. Without checking she silences it. It happens again...and again, until she finally lifts up her phone and looks at it. She was hoping it was Kakashi...but unfortunately it wasn't. She answers.
        "What?" "Hey..." She exhales, rubs her eyes a bit, and stays quiet. "What are you doing?" he asks. "Stop calling me. What we did......it was wrong." She can hear him sigh. "Why do you keep saying it like that? There's nothing we did that was wrong. In fact....you were yelling out yes every time I-" "Okay! Enough! Don't say stuff about it!" she says in a hurry, not letting him finish. She knew he was probably smiling about it on the other end of the phone. "Well...if you feel so guilty about it....why don't you end things then." he states. "What do you think I've been trying to do?? But you keep asking me things, talking to me, and pushing me to-" "No...I don't mean end things...with us."
           She gulps. "Sasuke...I-I'm not leaving him." She can hear him huff. "And why the fuck not?" "I'm just not." She can hear him becoming frustrated, so she tries to hang up. "Look...I have to go." "Wait. Tomorrow. Meet me tomorrow." "You sound upset Sasuke, why would you want to see me when you're feeling this way?" "Because...I had plans already that I made...and they were suppose to be with you. So...you have to come." Thinking about it...she was already feeling like she was a rotten person...so would another meet really hurt more? "I'll let you know later, okay? I gotta go." "Fine. I'll be waiting for your text. Bye." "Bye."

          Later that evening, she decides to text Kakashi. 'Hey...what are up to? I miss you.' She waits...and waits...and waits...but doesn't get a response. 'Hm. Maybe he's asleep already.' she thought. Watching some T.V and trying to get her mind off of her ridiculous orgasms she had a few days ago that she couldn't get out of her head, she gets a text from Sasuke. Ignoring it at first, she waits until she starts getting sleepy, lays in her bed, then finally checks it. 'I could still taste you in my mouth.' Throwing her head back, she pulls the sheets over her head and attempts to go to sleep....but it doesn't happen.

      The next morning, she wakes up early as tired as she felt, does her stretches, goes for a routine run around the park, takes a shower, has breakfast and finally sits for a little sipping her smoothie. Thankfully she didn't have her last shoot until Saturday, letting her get back on with her diet, and sweating out all the bad stuff she shouldn't have been having. Texting Kakashi again, she waits and waits....but still no answer. She found it a little odd since he always answered her, so she decides to call. Ringing and ringing...but nothing happens. No answer. The day starts passing by, and Sasuke starts becoming impatient. 1 pm hits, and he couldn't just wait anymore, so he calls her. Being in the middle of reading, she looks over at her vibrating phone and sees it was him. She sighs and leaves it alone. Buzzing again...she ignores it. Ignores. About a minute later she gets a 'ding' for a message. She reaches over and looks at it. 'Why are you ignoring my calls?' Slapping her phone face front on the sofa, she doesn't reply. Getting deeper into her chapters, letting an hour pass, she hears someone buzzing on the door. Placing her book mark in place, she gets up and heads over to the front door and holds the button to talk.