The Ark and The Colony Hell

7

For all these years.
It's been years since I have been kept away from this world.
It's been long enough that my past was full of histories and secrets have been removed.
I can't remember a single thing about my past that everything around it was just a blur..
Not a single thing or a single case of my memories to remember
It was a struggle that it was a nightmare.
I would never seem to forget but already have.

With those moments of me and Maria together..
All of those were just moments of memories together that were empty
They were empty as a shell
No memories were left that there was nothing left
I don't know anymore for what comes to me
Not knowing what are my purposes at all or what I'm here for..
All of my secrets about my creations were kept secret and hidden that I know nothing of myself..
I was a mystery among many others
I don't know anymore that it was all too late.
It was all too late that the past has already been over.. that those events were not there anymore..
They are all gone.. and not fully there anymore..
I can't remember a thing... nor neither anything

(the scene where Shadow and Maria stares out to the earth)

"That planet looks so beautiful. I want to visit it someday.." Maria

While look out to the earth..
It was bright and beautiful that it was nothing no one has ever been before..

"That planet from above us has many great things to discover. You can even travel to many places where you want to visit like you can even take a vacation down there. I'll love to learn about that planet for myself too and discovered a lot of things" Shadow

"That's a lot of what you want to do down there. The earth is sure is a pretty planet.
We'll travel together and see all the cool things together down there" Maria

" Yeah.. I'll love to discover many places down there" Shadow

"We'll go to a flower field together and maybe we'll pick some flowers. I always want to visit a flower field to pick up flowers on that planet.
Just the two of us.. you and me Shadow" Maria

She looked at me and smiled
She looked happy as ever when she smiles..
It makes me smile that I feel a little bright.
Whenever Maria is around she would always checked on me..
And all of those moments together..
They are never to be seen ever again..
Her smile and her laugh
Her kindness was everything..
I never saw her ever again that my world began to crumble..
Those were the last moments together were never to be seen ever.. again...

Maria was gone out of my sight..
She's long gone...
I will never have those moments ever again.,
She's out of my life that she's out of my sight now...
Like the days when I used to be happy and everything used to be so bright...
Until... my life became all black and empty....
I don't think there's life to anythings anymore..
It's not like the same as it was before....
I wish to comeback