Sorry in advnace okai? Sorry for the times I'll hurt you, i promise i won't mean to. Sorry for loving you but maybe not enough. Sorry for the moments I seem distant because i haven't had any time to myself. Sorry . 'Sorry for being silent and not talking about my problems.'Sorry for expecting you to know what im thinking and getting mad when you don't. Sorry for all that.
Look Im sorry if you ever like im pushin you away. Im sorry for doing that. Im sorry im not good at keeping people around and holding it against them when they leave. Im sorry to have internalized so much sadness and fear that i have to take a step back when you whisper 'love'. Fuck look i'm sorry for running away but i need to breathe. Im a fish out of water I dont belong here but im trying okai? I'm trying and im sorry.
~NEMO
