I'm sad and i no longer see the point anymore in a life like mine. I wake up everyday to the same things over and over again and go to bed everyday with a heart so heavy it takes all the strength to lift it up and some days i cant muster enough to do it. I'm empty and the only time i feel alive is when i take a blade to my wrist/thighs. Some days the pain becomes too much to handle so i lay in bed and the only thing i can do is cry and some days when the pain is too much and no tears want to come out of my eyes i stare at the wall blankly listening to the sound of my heart breaking. i want to die because i feel so alone. I want someone to come and give me love but how can someone love me if i cant even love myself? Im not anything special. I never was or never will be. Im sad Im sad im sad and the only thing i can think of that will take away the pain is suicide.
Its not a choice for me anymore its an answer.
~NEMO