Keep dreaming- J.G

018: is this how it feels?

I woke up and wanted to apologize to Johnnie.

                     Johnnie 🤍❔

me: Johnnie I'm super sorry. I miss your warm tight hugs. Please come back to me , cause I was blind to see that you were the one for me.

Johnnie: Scar, I always broke your heart but this hurts. I'm sorry, you shouldn't have been trying to seek revenge. I'm not gonna let you be trusted that easily. I know we weren't perfect, we always fight but still why do I love you? We fight everytime. You're acting like Alex, Scarlett! Leave me the fuck alone scar. I don't want you back. Once trust is broke it could never be fully fixed Scarlett! I can't believe I'm saying this but I hate you. Goodbye have a good life without me!

*Johnnie 🤍❔ has blocked Scar 🖕*

is this what it feels like being in Johnnies shoes? I should've never said those hurtful things while I was mad. now I understand why he hates me, I was like Alex. don't call me scar, call me Alex 2.0 . I don't deserve to be here. but I just wanna hear Johnnies voice even if it is yelling.
* calling Johnnie*
*leave a voicemail*
*calling Johnnie*
*leave a voicemail*
*calling Johnnie*
* leave a voicemail*
*calling Johnnie*
*leave a voicemail*

Johnnies pov ★

4 missed calls from: Scar 🖕

I missed her, she was my everything. she made me laugh when skies were gray, she made me cry when she was away. I would give her all my time if I didn't know she would do this, but why would she love me? I'm just Johnnie Guilbert and she's THE Scarlett Skye. 7 million subs more famous then me and Jake combined. I couldn't even listen to the cure without crying thinking of her. but as our song said.

how ever far away, I will always love you. whatever words I say, I will always love you.
•••

it gave me a bad memory...

"Johnnie? What are you doing here?'' scar said covered in blood. "no what happened?" I say hugging her not caring about my white shirt getting dirty. "I- i- my mom hurt me, but please don't call anyone or do anyone!" she pleaded. "fine but how'd she hurt you?" I ask. "she made this wine cellar wall thing fall on me and started beating me with all her glass bottles. I don't know, she punched me and made me break the wall. Broke the windows, almost broke my finger, hurt me everywhere. I don't know Johnnie. I just really need a hug" she said pulling me in a hug. "no if anyone touches you, they're dead. You hear me? Scarlett you're my best friend." I say I saw her cry even more. it was hurtful to see her this way. I really liked her. She didn't though. she took out her phone while her mom called. "hello?'' she asks "hello! get away from that boy, I see you. Telling him everything?'' I hear a muffle from the phone. "drop him " I hear it again
"but mom!'' Scarlett said "don't mom me! I don't like that boy, He looks weird. He is weird. I wouldn't fall in love with him if I was you!" the muffled voice began again. " How would you know what love is? you cheated on dad 12 times, he took you back every time. You let him die, left him alone with me to suffer when I was 9? 9! I was carrying my own dying dad in my arms. he became cold. the last thing he said to me was to find my true love because he found love in a person who didn't love him. He also said that 'one day the right person will come along, taking care of you, you'll make mistakes but if they truly love you they would take you back. He was also telling me something about how people can fall for people's eyes. gray will form in their hair, teeth will fall out, Height will change, but they're eyes will stay the same. You'll always be Inlove with their eyes. Nothing will change that." she said as tears form to my eyes. "nothing will change that, because guess what? I can't handle change! I can't handle change. I hang out where I don't belong, it's nothing new because I can't. I can't stand up for myself. " she said hanging up.

Scarlett went through so much. I didn't only fall in love with her eyes, I fell in love with everything about her. and now that's gone.

SCARLETTS POV ★

I can't handle change. I just had a flashback when my mom abused me and Johnnie saw me bloody. He probably doesn't remember. i suddenly open my eyes somehow even though I was awake. I was in a hospital bed. Where was Jake? Where was Johnnie? Where was Tara? where was Chase? Where was Maine? Where was everyone? I heard a door slam open while it was Maine and chase. "YOU'RE AWAKE?" Maine yelled hugging me. "yeah where's Johnnie?'' I say. "ha who's that?" chase said hugging me. "chase Sturniolo! how'd you not remember who Johnnie is?" I ask hitting his shoulder. "Sturniolo?" Maine asks "yeah he's married to Nick?" I say laughing. they looked at me like I was crazy. "who is nick?" chase asked. "are y'all joking with me? if you are y'all are not fucking funny!" I say getting angry.
"we aren't joking scarlett! We don't know who you are talking about! you've been in a coma for 4 months and the doctors said it was a dream coma! So please stfu?" chase said. "wait what?" I ask.

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WHAT IS HAPPENING??? IS THIS A JOKE? IS THIS REAL? DOES JOHNNIE NOT EXIST? READ THE NEXT PART WHICH WILL PROLLY BE POSTED TMMR OR LATER TODAY