Arena's Writing Commissions

Simeon x Reader - Crashing Brilliant Lights

Fandom - Obey Me
Warnings - none
Word Count - 511
Goal count - 500

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He knows he's not supposed to fall in love with her. That doing so was a sin in itself and against the rules of his Lord but the more time Simeon spends with her, the easier it seems to be to forget about his angel duties.

There was a time where Simeon couldn't care about anything more than his job, than helping souls repent and then taking care of Luke and while he still cares about those things very much so, he couldn't get her out of his mind.

He remembers the first time they spoke, the first time they held hands, the first time his lips brushed against hers in the most mind numbing kiss and he knows she's damning him, leading him right to the gates of Hell herself and yet, he wants to follow, wants to go with her.

They've talked about it many times now, what would happen to him now that he was happier breaking rules, happier living in the freedom he's always craved to have and Simeon can't seem to shake off these feelings for her, his undying love like he'd kneel down and offer himself as a sacrifice in her name.

He loves her, and it's really such a crazy thing. How he's dealt with so many humans before just for this one in particular to have power enough to flip the world that he thought he knew completely upside down. Simeon can't help but think of all the things he'd happily do for her.

He would kneel, he would praise her, he would cut off his wings and give them up himself for her if he had to and while that was a scary thought …she also knew she'd be by his side through it all, like she always has.

He's come to the conclusion long ago, long before this moment, that he'd fall but never had he assumed it would be because of a human, much less so one as… kind and gentle as her.

He watches as she rests in his arms while he has these thoughts, the room quiet except for her tiny snores and the full moon peers through a crack in her window curtains. He watches as the ray of light runs over her face, her smooth cheeks that he loved to hold, her soft lips that he loved to kiss, those eyes that he loved staring into so much even while she slept.

He knows he shouldn't but Simeon is obsessed with her, in love with her and sometimes it felt so strong that it hurt. Sometimes he wanted nothing more in this world than to have her in his arms and curled up against his chest so in moments like these he couldn't help but be grateful even though he was sure he was being judged. Even though he was sure that one day he'd find himself at the gates of Hell because of her, he couldn't care less as long as she continued to stay by his side.

Like she always promised to do.