Goth Boy Peter~ [Peter x Fem Reader]

Chapter 2

>Time skip<

~♡Peter's POV♡~

I wake up to the bell ringing. I didn't do anything in that class. After I pulled Y/N's hair and teased her, I fell back to sleep. I lift my head up and see Y/N standing up as she grabs her stuff. That's when my eyes widened in surprise. S-She's wearing.. gothic clothes.. I can feel my face start to burn with blush. I can't stop looking at her. Up and down, over and over again. This is the second time I've ever seen her wear gothic clothes. The first time was last year at homecoming. I didn't even want to go, but my aunt made me so I could keep my sister out of trouble. I almost tripped when I saw her wearing that gorgeous black dress.

(Something like this ⬆️ it's simple but still pretty. She also added fishnet sleeves, bracelets, and 2 necklaces)

I never saw her in anything like that again. I thought I must've dreamt it or imagined it, but now I know I wasn't. She looks so good in that style. I wish she dressed up like that more often. It makes me feel like we have a bit of connection due to our similar fashion tastes. I'm pulled from my train of thought as I see her turn around and look at me. I quickly put my head back down so she doesn't see my blushing face.

~♡Y/N's POV♡~

I turn around to look at Peter before I leave the classroom, just wondering if he fell asleep or not. We make eye contact, and my heart starts to speed up. I quickly turn back around and rush out of the classroom. He was already looking at me! That's so embarrassing! I try to forget about it as I walk to my 4th period. Ugh, it's chemistry.. I sit down, once again in the back. Then my eyes fill with excitement as I see TK walk in. He smiles and quickly sits down next to me. He compliments my outfit, which immediately brightens my mood, and eventually makes me forget about Peter.

>Time skip<

It's finally lunch. Since TK is in my 4th period, we get to walk to our lunch table together. We caught up with our lives and talked about whatever. I really did miss him. I wouldn't mind coming to school if it wasn't for how hard the work is and especially Peter.

⚠️Mention of starving and body image issues⚠️

TK is such a food lover. He gets almost everything the cafeteria has to offer. I find it funny and a little cute. I've always been jealous of his fast metabolism. Even if I don't eat for 3 days, I still look disgusting. I try to at least eat dinner so I don't look sickly, but I always regret it in the morning. TK noticed about a week after we started eating lunch together. At first, I told him that I had a big breakfast, and after another week giving the same excuse, he got suspicious. I would tell him I was trying a new diet, which he believed for about a month until he somehow found out I was lying. I still don't know how he found out, but I try not to think about it. I kind of ran out of excuses at that point, so whenever he asked why I wasn't eating, I just shrugged. He always tries to cheer me up and get me to eat the food off of his plate, but when he sees how uncomfortable I get, he stops. I feel bad for making him worry. I also feel like an attention seeker. I really try to hide it from everyone cause I don't want to be seen as pathetic and weak even though I think that of myself anyway. Every once in a while, he tries to feed me something small off of his plate. I feel bad for saying no most of the time, so I occasionally accept his offer if the food is small enough. But I always keep my head down or eat it when he's not paying attention. I really hate it when people watch me eat. Especially cause my mind always tells me that the people are judging for eating food for a heavier girl than most. I assume they're probably thinking, "Look at her. Hasn't she eaten enough?" Even though I haven't heard anyone around me say it, my mind always tells me that's what they're thinking when I eat something.