Book 2 of Human: Kingdom of Silence

Chapter 15

This is most likely the last story I will publish and it is the end of the road for Flowertoot! 

I'm aiming for this story to have between 20-30 chapters, I'm still deciding on how I should end this lmao

Also idk who Eva is but please stop leaving comments about moving to another platform- yo this book isn't good enough for people to buy plus it's Wattpad this is meant to be free!! 

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Even with the taunting I couldn't help but be happy, It's been such as long time since any of us were happy. I'm not sure if there will be a time like this for a while.

Even as I'm running after Summer, I knew this was just the beginning of our suffering and pain and my heart ached knowing there was nothing we can do to stop it.

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I  couldn't sleep, I was riddled with my thoughts of freedom that seemed way too far for us all to reach. Every time I closed my eyes, pictures of Roman flashed through my head showing both the worst and best bits about him . If I'm completely honest the best part being how devilishly handsome the beast is and that body, I wish I could just erase his entire personality and replace it with someone else who is normal. 

Then again, who is normal here? Asmodeus seems normal compared Roman, Ivan and Stravos which is saying something because Asmodeus is demented. 

I know I should try to get over it, but flashes of Sheelas face keep popping up, how well we understood each other, how we all wanted to the same thing then its all scraped away and I see is a selfish hypocrite who threw the three of us under the bus. 

Was any of it true or did she always have this agenda. 

I lay on my side and just stared into the darkness, and I just felt tired. I'm just to exhausted of  living and I'm so sick of wanting freedom- what if we do get it ? what is the cost of this freedom? Never being able to settle down in one place, always looking over my shoulder? Even finding love, I feel like that is ruined for me and I will never see a man in same way ever again. 

Will you do it?  the familiar voice in my head taunted as I kept my eye glued to the door, ignore it Aroura I kept telling myself as I refuse to accept that evil part of me. Call me what you want, but I'm a product of your hate and anger  A's voice almost sang the words in my head will do you do it?  she asked again, I moved to lay on my back and looked at the wooden ceiling. 

Will I do it? 

Will I kill myself once I'm human again? I moved my head to the right and looked at the moon in the sky. 

Do I have the guts to do it? I can help you  A whispered in my head. I frowned and shook my head. Killing myself in this situation seems like an easy way out, my freedom almost pointless. I should at least have the guts to do this alone, this is me and no-one else. 

A low chuckle filled my head we'll see about that were the last words I heard from her that night.  After that it was just me, and my very dangerous thoughts alone. 

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"What?" I stared at Leah in disbelief "What do you mean I can't go?" I shook my head and scoffed "No way, I want to help" I looked at Summer who was looking everywhere but us. I rolled my eyes, anger seeping out of my pores.

Leah sighed "Look, I can sense it you're unstable at the moment I think if you see Natalia in any vulnerable position you'll be rabid and we can't risk this Aroura" Leah gave me a look and crossed her arms "Stop being difficult about it, this isn't just about you there 3 other lives your playing with" I bit my tongue to hold back the swear words ready to spew out from my mouth.