Love At First Kiss? (Harry Styles) [1]

Chapter 20: Hate Mail, and Death Threats

(A/N again, I'm just going to warn you, I don't use twitter, so sorry if I suck at making fake tweets, I tried finding twitter names that didn't exiest, well except for the guys of course. Oh and if there is some twitter that's '@Savannah_Day'... Sorry about that.... I've got some hate, and very rude words in the chapter.. just so you know. I tried waiting until I had chapter 25 done... Well, I just started Chapter 23... I won't post chapter 21 until chapter 23 is done though.)

“I can’t do this, I can’t be in this world, Harry was right. I can’t take the hate, there’s too much!” I say cover up my mouth, I feel like I’m going to hyperventilate. “Do you guys get this much hate?” I always knew their girlfriends got hate just I didn’t know it was this bad!

“No, we get barely any…” Liam adds on.

“Of course you don’t…” This is stupid, Zayn and Niall are looking through my Twitter to see how much hate I got, some were tweets, and others were messages. Twitter was the only place people could really do anything to me from, my Facebook’s sealed shut so no one could post, or message me from there. Honestly, this is the worst feeling ever.

“Deleting that,” Zayn says under my breath.

“What did it say? Let me see.” I say, I’ve seen all types of hate this one shouldn’t standout too much.

“It was nothing; you don’t need to read it.” Zayn tells me, it’s obviously pretty bad.

“Let me freaking read it Zayn!” I order him, and snatch the computer from his lap.

@Harry_Styles_Is_My_Man2125: hope they don’t find her, that bitch can die for all I care. More @Harry_Styles for me! Oh, they found her? @Savannah_Day, you’re so ugly, you don’t deserve to live, let alone date Harry. He’s too good for you. You should just die. I bet @Niall_offical, @Louis_Tomlinson, @ZaynMalik, and @Real_Liam_Payne hate you, Harry probably does too!

“That’s a pleasant tweet.” I say to no one in particular.

“I’m going to tweet that girl, give her a dose of the sass-masta.” Louis says.

“No Louis, don’t, it’s not that important.” I nearly whisper to Louis.

“No, I was tagged, I will respond.”

“Fine,” I say giving up. “Just don’t be too rude.” I tell him.

“I’ll let you proof read, k?” Louis asks me.

“Sure, I guess…” Louis starts typing quickly on his IPhone, and I know he’s already sent it when I hear the final ‘ping’ come from the phone. I check my twitter from my phone this time.

@Louis_Tomlinson: Dear @Harry_Styles_Is_My_Man2125, for your information, Savannah is one of my best friends, and obviously Harry isn’t your ‘man’. Also, I don’t know if you call yourself a Directioner, because you definitely aren’t. Directioners are supposed to support our judgement, and not go against it. Also, hasn’t your mother ever told you: If you have nothing nice to say, don’t say anything at all? Obviously not, so why don’t you get off Savannah’s twitter, or all of twitter, because no one needs hate. @Harry_Styles @Niall_offical, @Savannah_Day, @ZaynMalik, and @Real_Liam_Payne

That wasn’t what I expected. I thought he would have had some awesome name calling in there or something, but nothing, good so much for the ‘sass-masta’ being in. Oh well, I mean, I don’t think he should have said anything, but oh well. I see he also made another tweet.

@Louis_Tomlinson: For all you guys sending hate to @Savannah_Day, or the few sending death threats. I would just like to ask all you so called ‘fans’ or ‘Directioners’, you don’t have the right to call yourselves anymore. I love our fans, but sending hate like that, you just don’t do. They’re our girlfriends, and you better learn to live with that. You fans sending hate saying like; he’s mine. Guess what, even if you did end up dating Niall or one of us one day, you’d get the hate like you sent. Ever thought of that? Also, you all hating, that just lessened your chances even more! True Directioners, who applaud, not hate. Got that straight? Good. I think my mates who agree. Right? @Harry_Styles @Niall_offical, @ZaynMalik, and @Real_Liam_Payne

“Louis, you are such a great friend, I freaking love you!” I say as I pull Louis into a tight hug. The guys look at me a little strange. “Okay, look I said as a friend, god, I love my friends, can’t help it. Gosh.” I love Harry gosh Louis is my best guy friend! “I was talking about what he said on his Twitter guys, relax.” I go to my fridge and grab a bottle of water. I take a sip and see everyone’s still looking at me. “Oh-my-goodness, would it help sink into your mind if I said I tell Natalie I love her all the time? Cause I do.” I tell them mater-o-factly, and that seems to calm them down. “Like gosh, I’m with Harry, and he’s with El, calm yourselves.” Jesus, these people sometimes. “Natalie, where’s Katie?”

“Meeting up with a new guy!” She sequels.

“No way, who is it? Do I know him? Is he cute? Hair colour? Age? When do I meet him?” I ask super excited for Katie.

“Some Kyle guy, you probably don’t, pretty cute, blonde Bieber swish, 19, so our age, I don’t know, whenever…”  Kyle, Kyle, I dated a guy named Kyle once, first love of my life; I hope it’s not the same one.

“What’s his last name?” I ask, because all the other quality’s fit.

“Johnson, Kyle Johnson.”

“Crap,”

“What?” I put my finger up, motioning for her to give me another second. I quickly run to my room, and start looking through my box of high school memorabilia. I pull out the very last photo – which I hadn’t ripped up. I really didn’t want to show this photo, let alone see it again, but I guess it was semi-important.

“I know Kyle Johnson… This is him right?” I ask Natalie showing her the photo.

“Holy shit, how do you know him?” Natalie asks me.

“You know how I told you I had that boyfriend in grade nine, and then I was completely sad by the beginning of grade ten? That’s him.” I pause. “I just hope he doesn’t recognize me that would be so awkward.”

“So, Katie is dating Savannah Day’s first love?”  Natalie shakes her head.

“I thought Harry was your first love,” Niall says, a little sad. I had forgotten the boys were even here.

“No, Nialler, Kyle was, but Harry’s the only person I’m in love with,” I tell Niall ruffling his hair, I feel bad, but I can’t change the past. “You can’t tell Katie!” I tell Natalie, it would make things weird with Katie and me, and I don’t want her breaking up with him because of me.

“She’ll find out eventually.” Liam says.

“God, I know are you always this damn wise?” I snap at Liam, and he looks slightly hurt. “Sorry Liam, I didn’t mean to snap, I’m just under pressure. I’m sorry!”

“It’s okay, I mean, you’ve got hate, and now you find out one of your best friends are dating your ex.” Liam brightens up a bit, but not completely.

“What are you going to tell Harry?” Zayn asks.

“Nothing,” I murmur. “And, you’re not going to either.” I tell the boys.

“How can we not tell him?” Liam replies.

“You can’t, I tell him eventually, I just need to think this through, and Harry gets out in a week.” I tell them, I can’t wait until he does, although he only has a week after that until he goes back on tour, and I’m resuming my classes, part time, doctors’ orders, the same with work.

“Awe, what are you guys going to do when he gets out?” Louis asks, jumping back into the conversation.

“No idea. Maybe a movie, or dinner, I don’t know.” I say, I hadn’t really thought about going on a date for a while now, at least two weeks now. “Dates haven’t been on my mind lately.”

“Well, you have to do something!” Louis whines.

“Fine, I trust you… You and Natalie can think of something, right?” I look at Natalie, pleading her with my eyes. I basically trust Louis, but I know he won’t fool around with Natalie. Natalie nods, giving me a half smile. “Thank you! You better not disappoint me.” I give a look to Louis.

(A/N oh gosh, what date will Louis come up with? Anyways, hope you enjoyed♥)