Tw!: Liars, insensitive views, and if I need more warnings please tell!
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"I promise." They're just two small words, right? They don't mean much. I don't know why I always had expectations for promises as a child, as if people actually keep them. Children are naive, I was a naive kid, too hopeful. I don't get why people get so upset when I don't "keep a promise" I mean, who does? Promises are made to be broken. They're dumb, they don't really have meaning so why do people get so mad? How dumb of them. People are too sensitive. He wasn't sensitive though. But.. when I broke my promise, when I lied even though we said we would never.. he cried, yelled, broke down right there. Right there in front of me. I broke the trust between us.. I was so dumb. The way he so oftenly used the words "I promise" had broken down the meaning of a promise for me. Promises have value, I can't believe I forgot. Forgot how important promises are. Forgot how I felt when he broke the promise. I was a smart kid. I can't believe how dumb I am now. How much empathy and care I lack now. How now, I am just like him, a promise breaker. Now.. I am just like you father.
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Writing Dump, Vent, Angst
RandomIt's only published so I feel heard, validated even if it doesn't get views it comforting al! the same!! I want to feel like I'm not some background character. Anyways I put trigger warnings but do tell if I need more.
