Tw: Trying only to fail, attention seeking
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Perfection begins to feel like a price for affection, failing is all I'm getting and my reward is neglection, all I want is her attention. There's a price to pay for reaching the top and once you get there you can't stop. Everything I do just ends to drop. Don't know what to do and I wish my life could swap. All I know is it'll take a hundred ladders to reach the top of the crop.
Affection
Craving, I crave to feel love like everybody else, trying to force myself into affection and adoration, I leave left alone with a dirty feeling of unwanted lust. Affection, my heart stained from everyone else's mistakes its hard to love the most I can do is find someone attractive but I don't dare to get active. Confidence is key and being bold is the door both of which I tend to lack and this life spirals to an endless bore.
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Writing Dump, Vent, Angst
LosoweIt's only published so I feel heard, validated even if it doesn't get views it comforting al! the same!! I want to feel like I'm not some background character. Anyways I put trigger warnings but do tell if I need more.
