Interstella love

chapter 8 - life without you is meaningless

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The wind felt cold against my face, my tears becoming stuck to my face as I ran, droplets falling from the sky as the pools of water collected them.

I stop to take in the air. I felt guilt begin to set in, but I just felt so stupid.The others were right about me I guess, Im naive and unintelligent.

I wiped away my tears, taking a deep breath in and observing wherever the hell i had ended up.
My heart hurt.

I missed heather.

But I should of listened to her warnings as much as it would of hurt, I shouldn't of loved her.

I seemed to be in the busier part of earth at this moment, many people around seemed to glance at me in shock.

It was cold and I pulled the sleeves of my jumper over my hands.

I can do this.

I just need to find how you get a house on earth how hard could it be?

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"Are you alright there lovely?" My neighbour walked up to me, her pink nightgown wrapped tightly round her as she hurriedly walked down to sit next to me on the apartment steps.

I don't reply, I don't feel as if I can, I just sob into the step, loud wailing sobbing.

The lady looks at me with concern "let's get you into your apartment love, which one is it?" I lift my head up from my ball of misery and shakily reply, she helps me up and walks me back into my apartment.

As she closes the door and leaves me there, in the overwhelming silence of my own company I lie down on my bed, Stella's bed, i begin to sob in devastation, i had lost everything i had left.

Tear after tear continued to fall for hours on end and before long I had fallen asleep, miserable and defeated.

I wake up at 11 the next morning, getting up and making myself a cup of tea and sitting down on my bed again, my brain feels completely numb.

I drink my tea and scroll my phone mindlessly, still in yesterday's clothes, my hair stuck to my face.

I'm such a mess. She hates me. I should've been honest, if I had none of this would've happened.

I finish my tea and plant my face into my pillow, putting my headphones on and blasting music, and I just sob.

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It's been a day since I ran off from heather.

I keep crying over her but I know i have to keep going. I blink awake, feeling the cold hard bench I slept on beneath me and wanting to cry all over again but I know I have to be positive and get up and try.

I look up as my eyes adjust to the sun and a human stands over me, he looks serious and rather important. I began to feel a creeping sensation of fear as I looked up at him. "Hi, why are you looking at me?" I reply anxiously, the human does not respond, but he grabs me by the arm, forcing me to stand and looking at my ears and hair, he then pulls me by my arm.

"Wha- what are you doing!!? Get off me!" I try to hit him but it doesn't work, I continue to struggle against him desperately "What do you want?!" He looks me in the eyes.

"You are a threat to the earth, you stupid creature!" He hit me angrily round the face and I fell to the floor, clutching my face. He pays no attention to this and pulls me off the ground shoving me into a van.

I had a feeling in my stomach that I was going to die, and all I wanted was to be with heather.