Am I really your son

Part 9. Why am I here... again

We all left the meeting with a strong feeling of hurt for Beth England. It was heartbreaking for her to retire at such a young age. After we went to the chill room and there was a fifa tournament which was a doubles match.

Lucy. " me and G will be a pair."
Keira. " me and Leah are a team."
Mary. " Ellie and me are a team ."
Alex. " Me and Hempo will be a team."
Lucy. " does anyone else want to play."
Jordan. " I do mum."
Ella. " OH I DO!!!!"
Alessia. " Ella can you not see what are In Khiara's and Rachel's arms??"
Ella. "No I don't Alessia Russo what's in their arms??"
Leah sighs

Leah. " VARRIS AND ESME ELLA!!"
Ella. " oh yeah I forgot about them."
Leah. " how you were in the same fucking car?"
Ella. " No clue."
Leah. " your a numpty."
Ella. " I know."
Jordan. " Aunty Ella are you playing fifa?"
Ella. " yeah we're together as a duo."
Jordan. " Yeah!!!"

Ella's phone starts ringing.( ps you all know what's coming next.)

Ella. " HELLO NAN IT'S ELLA!!!"
Alessia. " never change Ella."

All of a sudden you hear two very faint cry's.

Lucy. " oh no.."
Beth just gives Ella the death stare.
Rachel and Khiara. " it's ok Luce and Beth we will sort them."
Lucy. " thanks Rach, thanks Khi."
Beth. " yeah thanks."

After Ella had finished the phone call with Nan she got with Jordan and then played fifa. The teams that they chose were

Lucy and G.  Bayern
Keira and Leah.  Arsenal
Ellie and Mary.  Untied
Alex and Hempo. Man City
Jordan and Ella. Barca
Jess and Niamh. Chelsea

Lucy and G beat Alex and Hempo
Keira and Leah play Ellie and Mary and win.
Jordan and Ella beat Jess and Niamh.

Lucy. " nice one son we all beat our opponents it might be the Bronze genes."
Keira. " maybe."
Lucy. "Let's maybe get Esme off Rachel she is just not settling."
Keira. " that's true."

Rachel. " Ah...FUCKING HELL!!!!"
Lucy. " you ok Rach."
Rachel. " no Khiara has been able to get Varris to go quiet but Esme isn't budging."
Lucy. " to be fair she has only met, Me,Jordan, Keira, Ella, Alessia and Leah."
Rachel. " oh new faces are quite scary for someone that small isn't it."
Keira then takes her off Rach and you all go up to the room.
Jordan. " Mama, Auntie Ella is funny,"
Lucy. " she is let's say a bit... unaware of her surroundings."
Keira. " Lucy I'm just going to take Esme out to the shop. Is that ok?"
Lucy. " of course it is my love!"
They kiss
Jordan. " lovebirds."
Lucy. " not like you and Lauryn do it every single day."

Skip to later on. You get a text from Scarlett.
Trigger warning mentioned su!c!de, se!f h!rm and se!zure.

Scarlett
Jordan, you are an utterly useless twat, you are abnormal and a disgrace to society and humanity. I'm not sorry for me cheating and last time I checked when it gets to much you end up in some form of hospital.

Jordan
And what the fuck was that for? Your disgusting as well. On another note your mum cheated on my mum with Ellie, like mother like daughter.

Scarlett
Fuck you why don't you go ahead and die already, I have asked Lacey and Poppy what they think and they want you to DIE. Go and shrivel up and die.
Jordan POV

You look at the screen, everyone is down at evening training so your in the room on your own. You go to the bathroom and get a razor and just dig on your arm, blood oozes out of your arm. You hear the door open. You are a state why would you want someone coming in and checking on you like this. It was Alessia and Leah.

Leah. " kiddo... kiddo where the fuck is he Less try the bathroom."

Alessia walks in

Alessia. " oh my fucking god, LEAH GET IN HERE, HE HAS RELAPSED ON THE FLOOR!!!!"

Leah. " shit, we have to tell Lucy and Keira immediately."
Leah phones Sarina

Leah
Hello boss
Sarina
Leah is it important
Leah
Yeah Jordan has relapsed tell Lucy and Keira to come right now."
Sarina
Yeah of course Leah
Leah
Thank you
Sarina
Goodbye

5 minutes later

Lucy. " oh my baby boy what happened??"
Alessia. " he's unconscious."
Keira. " Lu, I think he might have a seizure."
Lucy. " same he hasn't done anything like this since Poppy broke up with him."
Leah is reading the messages

Leah. " wow listen to what Scarlett has done on this messages this might what have caused this."
Everyone is listening to Leah

Leah. " message 1 goes like. Jordan, you are an utterly useless twat, you are abnormal and a disgrace to society and humanity. I'm not sorry for me cheating and last time I checked when it gets to much you end up in some form of hospital."
Lucy. " how can anyone say that to someone"
Leah. " Lucy we're here for you and your family."
Keira. " thanks le and less what's message 2?"
Leah. " message 2 goes like. Fuck you why don't you go ahead and die already, I have asked Lacey and Poppy what they think and they want you to DIE. Go and shrivel up and die."
Lucy. " OH THAT DOES IT!"
Jordan. " mum don't shout."
Lucy. " look Jordy in a minute you are probably going to have a seizure."
Jordan. " n-o I- c can't b be."
Keira. " GET A PILLOW QUICK!!!!"
Leah gets it just in time, you have a seizure but stay unconscious.

Lucy. " oh fuck.... No it can't be this again."
Alessia. " what is it Lucy."
Keira then explains in private.

Lucy. " we need to get him to the hospital now!!!"
Alessia phones the ambulance

999
Hello what's your emergency today.
Alessia
Hello my nephew has had a seizure and is unresponsive, he also relapsed before the seizure.
999
We have an ambulance on the way now.
Alessia
Thank you

The ambulance arrived and Jordan is taken to hospital. They arrive at the hospital and Jordan is hooked up to many machines.

Doctor. " Hello Mrs Bronze-Walsh,we have run tests on your son and he can be discharged tomorrow morning, he lost 160ml of blood. Also we found the cause, it was a case of a panic attack seizure which was caused by relapse."
Lucy. " thanks doctor."
Jordan. " mum..
Lucy. " yeah baby."
Jordan. " why am I here again."
Alessia. " you had a seizure buddy."
Leah. " also you had a panic attack caused by the relapse."
Jordan. " I'm sorry."
Keira. " no don't be sorry buddy."
Jordan. " Scarlett's right. I'm just an utterly useless twat."
Lucy just comes on the bed and just hugs him until he falls asleep.
Authors notes
Well two days of no posts means a long post, well the England Italy match was something else, Keira Fae Walsh as captain. Leah would be so proud of her and G.
Well the part  was very unpredictable but it raises awareness of mental health and how a little comment can be a huge part of someone's mental health decline.
Lucy_Keira6 hope you a enjoyed the part.