Taylor just broke up with joe. She's having a really hard time about it before her show and she cuts invisible string off the setlist. Her fans know why because it was on the news before the show. A few months after the breakup she heard about a foo...
News reporter: Joe Alwyn and Taylor Swift have reportedly broken up this week. What has caused the singer to break up with him? What will her next album be like? Could he not stand her fame? What was the reason?
Taylors Pov:
I turn my phone off after seeing it on my for you page on Tiktok. I'm still having a hard time about the breakup with Joe. I miss him so so much I've had many breakdowns over it. 6 years gone just like that. I'm taking invisible string off the setlist. I need to do something to make myself happy preforming tonight. Just think about the good thoughts. I start to cry. I hate that everyone knows it now its all over the news.
Meredith: "Meow!" She cries
Meredith distracts me out of my thoughts and I start to pet her she starts purring which calms me down. My makeup is ruined. I look in the mirror I look like a mess.
Meridith: "Meowww..."
Taylor: "hi meri, im sorry." I say to her
I hear a knock at the door.
Taylor: "come in." I say sniffling
The person opens the door and it's mom. She sees me and notices that I was crying. And she knows what I was crying about.
Andrea: "Oh honey, your makeup is all ruined you have an hour till show time, come on let me fix your makeup. Don't put this all out on you it's not your fault that he broke up with you." She wipes my face with a makeup wipe
Taylor: "I know it's not I-im just having a h-hard time." I sniffle
Mom holds me and rocks me. She grabs a tissue and wipes my tears from my eyes. I have a show and thousands of fans are waiting for me. I don't want to cancel it over me crying. Mom let's me go and I get up into my chair and she helps me with my makeup. I smile at her.
Andrea: "All better! Honey you can do it with a broken heart say it for me."
Taylor: "I can do it with a broken heart." I smile
Andrea: "You can you've done it before. I know you can"
Meridith and Benji are sitting in the floor in front of me looking like they want attention. Olivia is looking like a cranky cat like she always is.
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Andrea: "Paramore is on..."
That means I have a half hour till showtime I'll be okay.
Taylor: "Okay, half hour till showtime I can do it." I take a deep breath in
Andrea: "What outfit do you want to wear for lover?"
Taylor: "I think I'll go for gold and blue."
The bodysuits are layed across the ground even the other outfits for later on in the show there's so many to keep track of. Even rep with one new bodysuit that I don't wear till Miami n1.
(The show were at is Nashville n1)
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Andrea: "Good choice"
Taylor: "It's my favorite bodysuit to wear." I smile
Andrea: "I'm gonna go look for dad he's probably out there watching Paramore and taking to fans. I love you have a great show honey! Remember you can do it with a broken heart!" She smiles
I smile at Mom and nod. I can do it with a broken heart. I'll find someone that might actually treat me well.
~20 mins later~
I'm under the stage and getting ready to go on. I feel a lot better than I did. I'm in my purple bodysuit for lover. Getting ready to mess with fans with them thinking I'm going to wear the pink and blue bodysuit.
I start to go up on the lift and I'm under the peddles my microphone is in my hand. I look up and see the colors of pink and orange. I move forward towards the other lift I have to go on. The peddles go up and I start singing, Miss Americana and the heartbreak Prince.
