Painful Love

Chapter 20

Y/n wakes and and looks around. Y/n rubs here eyes while she sit up and stands up goes up to the door of her cell and takes a deep breath and uses the little bit of magic she has left to unlock the door and Y/n smiles. "Yyeesss!" Y/n whisper yells before she walks out of her cell and sneaks out of shield until she gets outside and bucky stops her. "Y/n, go back in your cell" bucky says while Y/n sighs. "Just let me go, please" Y/n says. "Y/n?-" bucky tries to say cut Y/n cuts him off. "-can you do me a favor?" Y/n says walking up to him. "Can you tell harper to not be sad and tell Steve that one really epic love is more then enough and that most people don't get that and tell the avengers thanks for being my family" Y/n says while bucky sighs. "I'll tell them all" bucky says stepping aside. "Okey" y/n says before she runs off as fast as she can heading into the city

Y/n comes across a hotel and walks into the building. "May I help you?" a man says with a name tag with the name Elijah on it. "I have no money and I need a room" Y/n says. "Well if you really need it, I'll pay for it" Elijah says. "Really?" Y/n asks. "Of course, I believe in helping people in need" Elijah says before he pays for an entire week and gives Y/n the key. "Thank you so much" Y/n says walking away to her room. She gets to her room and walks in and sits on the bed and cries while she thinks about Harper and Steve and bucky. Y/n used her magic to change her outfit then she orders room service and alcohol and sighs standing up and using her magic to change her hair then she walks to the window looking out at the city of New York

Y/N's New Hair👇 (feel free to change it

Y/N's Outfit👇 (feel free to change it)

Room service knocks on her door and Y/n opens the door. "Here's your food ma'am" The woman says. "Thank you" Y/n says grabbing the food and  the wine bottle then closes the door before she pops the bottle open and pours herself a cup and starts to eat her food. Y/n turns on the tv and watches it. "I miss Steve already" Y/n think as she finishes her food and pours herself more wine then sits at her window and watches the sun go down while thinking about Steve and Harper. Y/n didn't want to leave but After all she did she felt she felt running away was the best but it didn't it isn't taking toll on her heart. Y/n picks up her phone and calls Steve and he picks up

(Phone call)
Steve: hello? Hello? Y/n?

Y/n: *just breathes listening to his voice*

Steve: Y/n? If this is you come home please

Y/n: *just sniffles and tries not to cry*

Steve: please don't go Y/n, I love you

Y/n: *covers her mouth and tries not to speak*

Steve: I love you please don't leave me

Y/n: I was wrong. my first love was never James. Was you Steve Rogers

Steve: please come home. Harper wants her mom back and I want my girl back. Please come home

Y/n: I love you steve

Steve: I love you too please come home

Y/n: I love you in every universe but this is goodbye steve. I'm dangerous and nobody is safe around me. I don't want to leave but I have to.

Steve: no no no Y/n. You need come home

Y/n: goodbye my love, take care of Harper for me

Steve: *cries* please no

Y/n hung up and finished her bottle then sat down and Y/n cried for hours. Y/n hated breaking Steve heart and hated leaving Harper but Y/n didn't trust herself around them. Y/n had to stay away until she could learn to control the little bit of magic she has left. Y/n could cast illusions and get into people's head and she could look into other universes only when she sleeps but Y/n couldn't do more then that. Y/n cried hysterically thinking non-stop about everything snd everyone until she eventually laid down and cried herself to sleep. Y/n slept for 5 hours until she got up and rubbing her eyes and used her magic to change her outfit before she walked out of her room and to the elevator while a couple left the elevator and Y/n got in. Y/n got a nervous feeling while the elevator stopped

Y/N's Outfit👇 (feel free to change it)

Y/n walked into the lobby to see Steve and bucky talking to the desk clerk. "Shut!" Y/n yelled in her head as she snuck out of the hotel and walked away from the hotel before getting a taxi to the nearest bus station. The taxi stops and Y/n got out then uses her magic to cast an illusion changing herself into Tony stark. Y/n buys her ticket to San Francisco California then gets on the plane. Y/n sits down in the plane and it takes while Y/n looks out the window and She leaves New York with tears in her eyes. "Goodbye Steve" Y/n thinks sadly. Y/n orders a drink and some food and relaxes while she watches a movie on a television on the back of the seat of the person in front of her but she ended up eventually falling into a deep asleep

(Y/n's Dream)
Y/n wakes up in a field of flowers. Y/n stands up and looks around smiling until suddenly Y/n senses someone behind her. "You think you can leave without saying goodbye to your Best-friend" Wanda says while Y/n smiles. "I knew you would find a way to reach me" Y/n says turning around and hugging wanda. "I'm sorry Wanda I just can't be with you guys because there are still hydra agents in safe houses and they will rebuild snd come after me and let's be real Wanda, this is for the best. "Teach Harper how to be a decent human being and make sure she knows I loved her and tell her that I left for her safety. I hope she could understand but tell her that" y/n says. "I will, i promise. I love you Y/n. I'll keep the avengers from finding you" Wanda says as they smile and hug and Y/n wakes up