Selfless

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Ram's POV 

"Ram, my back and tummy hurting badly" Jenny screamed

"I will call the doctor, don't worry..."

"Ram, what if something happens to our baby?" She said in fear. I'm scared too... " Nothing will happen, don't stress yourself and make it worse, relax, I will call doctor..." I went out to call the doctor, mom, dad and dadi were outside.

"Is Jenny ok?" They all asked at the same time. I told them that Jenny has stomach pain, going to call doctor? They rushed to Jenny. I asked Dr. Vidya to come home. Jenny is crying in mom's arms

"Doctor is coming, don't take stress... relax..." mom consoled. Dadi got coconut water, made Jenny drink. Dr. Vidya came after half an hour, by then Jenny was looking better

"Looks like Jenny is under stress, having tummy and back pain in early pregnancy is not good sign. Her BP is also fluctuating. She herself is a doctor... she knows but... I can't give pain medication, give bedrest and avoid stress, give plenty of fluids and healthy food, take care... if it worsen bring her to clinic" she said. I was scared that everyone will ask about why I'm causing stress to Jenny, I won't be able to answer but no one asked.

Mom asked Jenny not to get out of bed, asked me to take off for a week and stay with Jenny. Jenny was emotional seeing Nivi and Nisha, she broke down... Nivi was startled, worried, asked what happened. Nisha said, "it happens in pregnancy, crying for no reason". Jenny nodded, hugging Nivi. Nisha asked Nivi to go to granny

"Think of your health and baby, don't think of anything else... it's not good for baby" Nisha said. Jenny nodded in tears.

"Jenny, I don't see you differently from Nivi, even Vishnu feel we got another daughter. I'm waiting to see your baby, don't think of unwanted things and hurt yourself..." she said hugging Jenny "I can understand that you are missing your parents, don't worry they will be with you soon" she added. I was worried why she is talking like this, I'm happy that she thinks that Jenny is missing her parents.

"Ram, they love me so much, they will be hurt when I reveal all my lies... they will hate me..."

"They can never hate you" I said confidently 

"I will definitely confess everything, why I'm here and everything she did but after our baby is born... I can't risk our baby... I will leave tomorrow"

"What's your plan Jenny? Stay away from me till our baby is born?" I said in anger. I can't bear the thought of her leaving me

"No, Ram... I can't stay away from you... but you heard Dr. Vidya right, the stress I'm going through is not good for our baby...im a doctor, I know stress is not good but she is torturing me, her maniac laughter is scaring me... I'm so scared thinking what she would to our family...I'm not coward Ram to escape but understand the situation.

We will figure out something about Shalini... I can't even stay at my parents house for long, they would know about my pregnancy. I married you without them. My parents were never in my life, I wanted to have proper wedding with my parents doing everything with their own hands. On our wedding I felt miserable..." she said sadly

"I know, your tears fell on my feet when I tied mangalsutr... I felt bad for you but then I thought its your own doing, didn't know you are victim like me"

"Ram, you are the best husband anyone can dream of..."

"When did you know about pregnancy?" I asked 

"Dr. Vidya told when she checked, I'm so stupid, how could I not realize pregnancy, I'm a doctor too" she smiled. I asked her reason for her changed behavior. She used to be intimidated by my presence but she wanted to go alone with me, asked me to make love to her. She asked if I want to hear honest answer. I'm dying to hear it

"I know you wouldn't have forced me in full senses but it was very traumatic, I couldn't bear the thought that the man I love raped me brutally... physical pain and emotional pain was too much for me to bear. It took almost 10 days for me to walk normal. I couldn't lay on bed, water bed felt better... even the dress hurt me. Till the physical pain was unbearable, I couldn't think of anything else but that night... once I started to feel better, I thought about you... the guilt is killing you. I'm in love with you Ram, I don't want that night to haunt us both rest of our lives. I wanted to leave with good memories so that I could live with those. Also a part of me wanted to carry your baby, I didn't realize I'm already pregnant..." she smile. She  wanted to remove my guilt, She is selfless

"I wanted to spend few weeks with you and leave but when Dr. Vidya said I'm pregnant, I knew I can't hide pregnancy and you won't let me go... I myself won't be able to go. For the past few days, it was so hard for me to stay away from you, I wanted to be in your arms. Probably our baby and hormones didn't want to stay away from you..." she blushed. I kissed her cheeks, then our baby

"Don't go, I will find a way" I said but Jenny didn't agree, I couldn't argue... I have to let her go for now, can't take risk knowing that bitch. 


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