I am condemned!Condemned to obey the orders of my executioners! Condemned to serve their every wish. Condemned to give them my life! Condemned not to resist them!They made me what they wanted. I've become their puppet, their toy. Because yes, it's all just a game to them. A game I lose every time.
*********** Being trapped in this hell is like drowning: every day, every minute, every second, I fall deeper. This fall doesn't stop, it never will. My fate is sealed.It's as if someone were to plunge your head into a water jump. No matter how hard you struggle, nothing can save you except one thing. Pretend to choke. Stop moving. Let it happen. And maybe the executioner will leave, allowing you to get your head above water without him noticing. And if that's the solution: pretend.
************* The incessant screams of the women being tortured day and night in the basement of this infernal palace echo in my head. Shrill screams. They're not cries for help. No, there's no hope that anyone will help you. They're cries of hatred and rage for the new arrivals! Cries of despair and suffering for the old! These cries come from the bowels of the Earth, from the depths of the underworld. They never stop! Never !
Lenzo, I beg you hear these cries! Help me! Spare me !
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Romansa"'Kneel before me now! ' Lenzo ordered me. At that moment, I would so much like to shout, scream, protest but I knew that it would be useless. I didn't have the strength to, I was exhausted. I now belonged to him and had no choice but to obey him. I...