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Lifeless

Elena's Point Of View

I woke up and stared at the ceiling. I felt empty. It was nothing like yesterday morning. I didn't feel safe, comforted, happy. I felt vulnerable, miserable, lost, like crap. I lose everyone I love. But why Kol? He does not deserve this. I love my brother but what he did was wrong. I wish so hard I could flip the humanity switch but I am only human. Damn it. Klaus had taken care of me last night. I was crying endlessly, and I swear to god I thought it would not stop. I sometimes wonder how I am not crying now. I felt tears threaten to fall. Spoke too soon I guess...

I got up and went to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror. My eyes were red and bloodshot from crying. I don't think I have cried so much. I have also never seen Klaus get teary eyed either...well everyone has emotions. I feel terrible. I feel like it was my fault that Kol is dead. I will get revenge on Damon. But I could never hurt Jeremy, he is still family.

"Love, come back to bed. You are in no shape to be up and about. I will make you breakfast, and I will get you some films to watch while I find a witch to bring Kol back."
Klaus said softly while he held his hand out.

I smiled softly at his kindness and took his hand, "Thank you, Klaus."

Klaus smiled back and nodded before taking me back to bed and tucking me in again. "Pancakes for breakfast?"

Kol used to make me pancakes every morning..."Yes please." I smiled a little.

When Klaus was downstairs, I got up and got ready, wanting to go back to my home that I had with Kol. I left Klaus a note letting him know where I was going before leaving.

When I arrived, I opened the door slowly and stood in the foyer. It felt so lonely in the house. Everytime I came home, Kol would come and make me jump. I smile remembering but it quickly fades as I remember it won't happen ever again. I wrap my arms around myself before heading up to our old room. I sigh, feeling anger build inside of me. I can't hold this in...how do I? I let the tears fall before throwing a vase across the room instantly regretting it. Tears fall faster down my face and I fall to my knees crying.

"Kol come back to me..."

"Love...it will be okay I promise. I said we will get him back and we will."

I look round and Klaus is standing behind me in the doorway. I nod a little before standing up. "I don't want to leave this place."

Klaus sighed and pulled me into a hug, "You don't have to, but for now? While we bring him back? You will stay with me, just so I can keep an eye on you."

[Time Skip-a few days]

I was walking around town, holding a bottle of bourbon. It had been days and Klaus has gotten no information on bringing Kol back, all because his witches hate him. I gulp down more bourbon before being pinned against a truck. I gasped and screamed seeing a man bearing his fangs and going for my neck.
I closed my eyes preparing for the pain but was confused when it didn't come. I opened my eyes and saw the man in two pieces and then saw Klaus.

"Klaus...thank you." I smiled and continued to drink from the bourbon bottle, before being grabbed and taken back to the mansion.

I sat on the sofa, continuing to drink my bourbon, before looking at Klaus who was sitting across from me. I know I am drunk but he is attractive. He is a monster but he has his ways of showing his love...

I quickly looked away when he looked back at me. I pretended nothing happened before being pinned against the sofa, the bourbon bottle smashing, and feeling his lips crash onto mine. I instantly kissed him back and wrapped my arms around him. We both moaned, and continued to kiss before he started to grind against me making me moan louder into the kiss. I leant my head back in pleasure breaking the kiss. Klaus smiled and kissed down my neck, continuing to grind against me. He ripped my shirt off me, and gripped onto my waistband of my trousers. I moaned and tangled my hands in his hair. I felt him groan against my neck. He grinder slower and harder against me, making me arch my body against him. Klaus ripped my jeans off and kissed down my chest and stomach before reaching my waistline. He smiled slowly pulling my panties down my legs...

[Next Morning]

I groaned and woke up slowly, to blinding light and a raging head ache. Damn, I really should not drink. I look beside me and smile. Yes somehow I still remember what I did last night and I do not regret it. Klaus was in a deep sleep or so I thought before feeling arms wrap around my body. Klaus pulled me to him and I smile.

"Morning."

He smiled sleepily before opening his eyes, "Morning, love."

I kissed his forehead and stayed close. I couldn't be with him. No matter how much I enjoyed last night...I cannot be with him. I would be betraying Kol, and I could never do that.

I slowly pull away from his grip and head towards the bathroom.

"I get it...you can't be with me. It's alright love." Klaus murmured softly before changing and leaving.

I sigh and take a shower, trailing my hands over where Klaus' kissed. I moaned at the thought of it but quickly snap out of it. I have to not think about last night.

I wrap a towel around my body before going back to Kol's old room and changing into clothes I had left there. I saddened, hoping Kol would step through the door and surprise me but I knew it would not happened. I stared at the door for a good 10 minutes before lying down on Kol's side of the bed. I took in his scent and closed my eyes falling to sleep once again.

[Weeks Later]

I lay awake on Kol's bed, and stare at the ceiling. It has been weeks and there is no news on how to save Kol or get him back. I sadden at the thought of never seeing him again before frowning and rushing to the bathroom, and throw up. I groan and clean up before leaning on the sink counter.

"What the hell...I cannot be sick..."

Klaus stood in the doorway, with shock written all over his face, "You are pregnant."
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A/N well well well Elena is pregnant with Klaus' child. What will happen. Will she keep it? And if kol comes back? What will she do? Question is, is kol coming back? :o

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