This Isn't Gonna Be Fun (Angel Dust x Reader)

11.) Happy Birthday Bitch!

   I jumped up in a panic where was I? This wasn't my room, didn't I take a walk with Alastor? I looked around till my eyes fell on a familiar human. Oh shit, I was on Earth. Sebastian was snoring lightly, and clothed. Oh thank god I'm so glad that I didn't sleep with him. I don't remember much from yesterday. I took a deep breath, I lied to Charlie and did drugs again. Then I found out that Angel lied to me.
   The memories were slowly coming back but sadly they were super fuzzy due to the alcohol and drugs. I'm not proud of myself, I sit up on the side of the bed going to the bathroom connected to Sebastian's bedroom. Once I was done I came back and laid back down. I had a hangover and I needed more rest. I closed my eyes hoping no one would bug me for the next little bit.

~Angel Dust POV~

   Alastor came back from his walk without A/N. He said she wanted to go do something by herself. I was suspicious but we all knew he wasn't going to hurt her. I don't know what was wrong with her this week. She kept running away from her emotions. This wasn't the A/N we knew. Was the stress getting to her? How was our relationship going to handle this? I wasn't giving up on her no matter what she did.
I sat at the bar talking to Husk, and Alastor popped up next to me.

"Hello my dear fellow, I have a question for you."

"What is it Smiles?" I asked annoyed at him waiting for his stupid question. Instead, he handed me a bag of drugs, and my eyes widened. These weren't mine, I've stayed clean for A/N.

"Where did you get this?"

"Hmmm, A/N's room. Now is this yours and don't lie." His eyes turned to dials.

"Fuck Alastor no, that is not mine. I stayed clean for her. Now where is she?" I stood up, I wasn't scared of Alastor at that moment. A/N wasn't home and I was worried.

"I don't know, she was high on these drugs and asked to be alone so I let her." My eyes widen at his response.

"YOU DID WHAT!" Lucifer screamed. Oh fuck this was not a good idea.

"As I said, she asked and I let her. She is an adult and appeared to be very upset with herself." Lucifer looked like he was about to explode as Alastor sat down picking up his newspaper.
   A/N did do drugs again? She swore she wouldn't, what's gotten into her? I had to get to the bottom of this. I looked around the room, Vaggie had her spear, and Charlie was on the verge of tears. Lucifer was staring daggers at Alastor. Husk put his hand on my shoulder, I looked back at him.

"Let's give her a few hours okay? Maybe she just needs to come down from the high. She does have her new phone with her for once." I sat down taking a drink of the martini that Husk gave me. This would be a long night for sure.
   I just don't understand her, she seemed happy when she got home. I don't think that she was addicted but just liked the feeling. She's not going to fuck up her life like I did. She was a fucking doctor, a caretaker, she was a Princess of Hell. Was this her rebellious stage? She didn't have the emo stage like Charlie.

"Please don't get hurt" I whispered putting my head in my hands.

"She's smarter than most of us together," Husk said, I looked up he was cleaning a glass. He was worried too from his facial expression. He was right though, she was very smart. She could handle herself, after all, she took Val down. Oh shit, that's probably the reason she's so stressed! She had to take care of all Val's contracts now. Val was under her contract so I could only imagine.
   How could I be so stupid? She's stressed, like super stressed. Her meetings, the hospital, when she went for a shift at the studio, now Val's contracts. Of course, she's not okay, I can't believe I didn't notice it sooner. I'm a terrible boyfriend for thinking everything was okay. I looked up at Husk meeting his sad eyes,