No Life

18- Dris

So today we are just going to skip to when Helenna, or me, get’s the notifactions because I’m lazy and I don’t feel like scroling up for the conversations and shit.

Warnings:
swearing
death
mentions of shitty parents
Mentions of past mental abuse
menipulation
Mentions of a past drug addiction
More menipulation (the amount that I have to put up with is fucking annoying)
mental abuse
Mentions of neglect
Mentions of SH
mentiond of being ₴Ʉł₴łĐ₳Ⱡ
mentions of past addictions
mentions of past acohlics
Panic attacks
Blood
death
mentions of death
mentions of being ignored about mental health issues
mentions of being ignored about anything ‘bad’
mentions of having to act stupid to survive.
mentions of hitting

Small disclamer! None of these arguments have happened before, this chapter is like a vent for me, I figured it would be better to actually make it plan into the story than it just be thrown into the fucking abis of weirdness.

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When I got the notifactions I looled at Helenna, she has always talked about they weren’t the best parents… at all.. But they have metioned some of the good times when they talked about them… but they did have a massive affect on her mental health. 

She looked unreadable.. Well fuck, she’s having a truama responce, and probably in the middle of a panic attack, I rushed to her and made her look at me

she was breathing heavy and she looked like she was starting crying, I felt bad, she was just so tired of acting tuff when she was like me and everyone else.

“Can you talk?” I whispered and she shook her head, addi came back with ice, she chewed on some, when she finally got to breathing normally again, she just broke, I hugged her (she was to fucking tall for me to even do anything) and she cried into my shoulder

after what felt like hours she finally stopped crying.. And when she took a step back I saw she shut off her emotions…

“Helenna-” she shook her head and cut me off

“I’m fine.” And she left, I sighed and looked at Addi

“How do you handle her?” I asked him as I got my shoes back on

“I don’t, I try my best but I don’t actually know what to do when it comes to her, they avoid all emotions, they haven’t had an actual stable parent in her life other than her teachers and even then it was a streatch.” He crossed his arms as he waited for me

I got up and took a deep breath and left to follow Helenna, Addi right behind me.

when we got there it was a fucking mess, almost everyone was there (Scar, Grian, Scott, Jimmy, Tango and Martyn weren’t there)

“You look like a whore, just like your mother I see” Trey, her biological father, said, she looked at him

“Still being a man whore and doesn’t take responciablitly for his kids I see.” Addi tried to stop himslef from laughing, because he fucking knew it was true.

“Do not talk to your father like that.” He snapped at her

“Then act like my dad and I won’t talj to you like that. You wanted a son that looked and acted like you and I wanted a father that stuck around.” I snapped back at him

“Well I guess we’re both disappointed.” She shrugged

“I guess so. Now get the fuck out my face before I make you a fucking grey or kill you in the real world.” He looked at her and blinked