Yooo guys! Idek where to begin lmao. Yes im not dead, nothing in particular happened to me, and i am really really really sorry for ghosting you guys for 2 freaking years.
So yeah i'm back! What a weird timing huh, after the uhm.. y'know. Ill get back to it later, for now i kinda wanna update what's going on with my life and why i disappeared for so long.
Ngl, the main reason why i stopped updating was because i was burned out. I knew how i wanted the story to go but i just lost the enthusiasm for continuing it. So i just started postponing and delaying until y'know 2 years passed.
And yeah, i was quite packed on 2023, i did a lot of performances, gotta manage my club, had a lot of activities going on, my grades, blah blah blah... and things just became overwhelming...? Lotta changes happened too and It just feels outta hand for me since i wasnt used to the busy senior lifestyle. So i just totally forgot about me having this account and having cliffhangers pending to be updated.
It may or may not sound a lot like excuses (i mean it is)... YEAH ALRIGHT I WAS JUST LAZY and burned out too dont forget about burned out, we dont talk about procrastination and laziness alright ;)
Anyway lets talk about aespa, my feelings towards them are... complicated. I love them a lot, they're my emotional support, my role model, my everything to be exact. But after years passed by, i kinda got into this reality check and stopped my fan girl obsession for them. Dont get me wrong, i still love them, just not as much.
And that means, im second guessing my decision on continuing my 'author journey'. I might give up on this on-going storyline, might write a new book, might stop writing. Entirely. I might even delete my account lmao. Im not sure what i want right now, things are unpredictable.
But i want you guys to know, ill still try my best to finish this, its a little hard for me cuz i basically forgot what the plot was but ill try alright. BUT but but but, IF ive decided to come back and finish it off, i wont be able to update AS OFTEN. For now ill focus on my studies first since i have an extremely important exam coming up, and if i have time ill come back here.
Thanks for reading this long ass rant <3 i rlly appreciate for the support guys
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