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niko🔒
@niko_g
tangina.
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niko🔒
@niko_g
after 3 years.
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RASCALz
8:10 PM
Niko
nasabi ko na lahat kay phoebe :))
Mateo
talk shit
weh ba?
real?
you told her the truth?
how was it?
Kino
oh
how are you?
how is she?
Niko
:((
Mateo
oh bakit
bakit sad
Niko
i may or may not have cried pero given na yun
Mateo
oo, iyakin ka pa naman
pano pala niya nalaman?
Niko
i never told you this, but the reason i got to tell everything to phoebe is because she found my meds sa kwarto ko
Mateo
hindi ko na nga alam kung bakit mo ghinost si lexi,
hindi ko pa alam na nagt-therapy ka rin?
Kino
you've been taking meds?
bakit hindi mo sinabi sakin? samin?
Niko
you know me back then
i tried to be happy and be my old self para hindi na kayo mag-alala
at kino, ayokong maging rason ng hindi mo paggaling kasi i know you'll blame yourself
at uulit na naman yung cycle
you were doing better when my symptoms started
Kino
tangina niko
so you mean to tell me na habang gumagaling ako,
ikaw naman yung nasisira?
please, can we just be open about things like this?
don't ever suffer behind our back
Mateo
niko naman
di mo naman kinailangang solohin lahat noon eh
Niko
i know
and i'm sorry ngayon ko lang narealize yon
i'm doing better now, okay?
you can ask kuya dwight, he knows everything
okay na ako
especially now na nailabas ko na lahat ng bumabagabag sakin for 3 years
Mateo
kamusta ka pala?
okay ka lang?
okay lang kayo?
Niko
it's my second time telling the incident to someone besides sa inyo
akala ko magiging madali lang na sabihin sa kanya kasi napractice ko naman na kung ano sasabihin ko pag dumating yung araw na to
pero masakit parin pala
especially when she broke down crying in front of me
tangina
hinding hindi ko uli papaiyakin ng ganito si phoebe
ako yung may kasalanan, pero siya yung nagsorry
she would've understood me if only i told her
she should've been there with me raw
especially on nights na inaatake ako ng insomnia at anxiety ko
if she was there raw, maybe she could make a difference
kung hindi lang ako naging tanga, everything would be different talaga
but what's done is done
Mateo
so ano na score niyo ngayon?
Niko
:((
she's finally mine ulit
Mateo
fina-fucking-lly
Kino
all that grovelling paid off huh?
Niko
:((
tangina ang saya ko pota
we decided to start anew
reset, kumbaga
with no hatred
no hurtful memories
just the happy ones we will make today and in the future
alam kong hindi magiging madali para sa kanya yun kasi nasaktan ko siya
but after knowing what really happened, she was willing to try
kahit alam kong hindi pa buo yung tiwala niya sakin
at tangina, hindi man niya sinabing mahal parin niya
ako pero that made me the happiest
hinding hindi ko na to sasayangin pa
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BINABASA MO ANG
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