letter to heaven

23

Hey dad I wanna give you a little update on my life. I'm 23 which means it's been 13 years since you passed. I have 2 kids both little boys that remind me of you. You'd love your grandsons if you ever met them. I met your other child and it's nice to have a brother now. Life's hard I'm homeless living in a hotel with my youngest son and his dad. I'm trying to get divorced from my oldest son's possible father but he doesn't want to cooperate at all and he doesn't let me see my oldest son. I'm missing you bad right now dad I wish I could just talk to you and hear you say it's going to be ok. I find it hard to believe that right now I'm only 6 years younger than you were when you passed and that hits like a freight train because you really were too young. Your death was part of a study/survey on deaths of those incarcerated in the state of Illinois. You left behind a daughter that thought the absolute world of you and a son you never even knew. I love you dad I just needed someone to talk to today I'm feeling depressed bad again. Don't worry though I'm strong enough to make it through this I won't give up