🥀Cessation

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"When the end is near, no one can stop you from getting ruined.
Depression is at its peak and memories rush through your mind as you slowly drown in the darkness till it engulfs you fully.
You are left alone with death, staring into your soul,
shaking you to your core.
There's no turning back anymore
For you fell in the pit of hell
And got washed ashore.
Away from humanity,
All alone in this insanity."

~alis

Y/N's pov

It's been a few weeks since I had my last "Tae" dream. Even though I missed him, I would get random dreams of me either drowning in roses filled with thorns that would hurt me or running away from weird creatures. Maybe the stress got to me and took control over my whole mind resulting in bad dreams until last night. When Tae finally came in my dreams and it went from us on a dinner date to us being wrapped around each other's naked arms. It was one heck of a dream!

From him sweetly holding my hand and giving butterfly kisses, the dream escalated to him choking me, sucking and leaving hickies on my neck and even to the point he even teased me with his big tae-conda. The thought made me shiver again.

"Amazing way to start the day. How the fuck will I face him?" It is 9:15 A.M.

I am currently sitting and looking outside at the sky, ranting to him as the things I saw in my dream would be too much of a tea for miss Bella and if Tae is to meet me today, she would tell him every single thing. Hence, sky is my only friend who can listen to my wet dreams.

Sigh...

"Imagine, I act weird seeing him. What if I get high?" That's embarrassing.

I end up squealing and hitting the pillow while whining badly. "I need help."

The moments from the dream, keep fiddling around in my mind and it's not ready to stop at any cost. But then...

My hands reach up to my neck as I caress around it. "It felt too real... The pain ugh."

The weird part of the dream was the time when he bit me. The nasty bites are something that I like but it was kind of weird and painful. I felt like my energy was draining but at the same time, I couldn't seem to move him away to lessen the pain. "Uhh, well dreams are always weird. Anyways. My neck seems just fine. It's probably my sleeping position as usual." I shrug off my thoughts and get off my bed rushing to the washroom to start with my day.

After taking a long shower with lavenders and lilies today which were specially chosen so my boyfriend doesn't feel uncomfortable, I am now standing in front of the closet, contemplating on what to wear. Taehyung might come to the house, maybe? And I want to stay prepared so I don't have to keep him waiting. "Should I do red today?"

Without a second thought, I smile to myself and get dressed up.

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