"I.. did what?" My heart sinks in the pit of my stomach as the tears start rolling down my cheeks. Maybe now I understand- I wasn't overwhelmed, but I sensed something bad was about to unfold. The silence lingers in the air making my heart heavier, with each passing second, I could feel my heart pulsating. "Taehyung... t-talk to me."
He hums softly, "Maybe I'll do more than talking now." His voice sounds a lot heavier than usual giving me the creeps. Before I can retract from his embrace, Taehyung's grip around me strengthens and I could feel myself getting crushed by his arms. It feels indifferent, I am hurting... My eyes get more watery as he keeps holding me firmly in his grip making it impossible to squirm around. "Taehyung it hurts, p-please let go!" I exclaimed out of pain. I am weak and vulnerable compared to him. Nor is he talking to me, I feel scared, really scared...
"Taehyung-'' My voice... broken and scared, fades in the darkness as he decides to leave me all alone in the isolated maze. "What did I do-" In the serene familiarity of my boyfriend's kitchen, I stood being oblivious of the danger that was to engulf me. Taehyung maintained his silence and grip, crushing my heart and my bones- I lost my faith. Dejected, I surrender to him, letting him torment me as much as he wants for I am tired now. Maybe it is too soon, but my heart knows something worse is awaiting.
And my heart didn't lie.
As soon as I surrendered myself, Taehyung finally answered my question but, with a gesture I never expected and in an instant, everything changed.
A sudden sharp pain pierces through me like daggers of ice slicing through warm flesh. The pain was unlike anything I felt before. My eyes widen; It hit me suddenly, a sharp shock that spread like fire through my body. It wasn't just physical assault; it was a visceral assault in every sense, an intrusion that cut through the very fabric of my being. At first, there was shock-a moment of disbelief as my mind struggled to process the sudden agony that engulfed me. Then came the searing heat, spreading outward from the point of impact like tendrils of fire licking at my skin. Confusion and fear grips me as I feel his lips, once tender with affection, now cold and foreign, pressing against my skin. His bite, swift and merciless, sent shockwaves of agony rippling through me but I was left paralyzed and still in his arm. Amidst the overwhelming agony, there was a strange numbness, a disconnect between mind and body that left me feeling strangely detached from the ordeal unfolding before me. With each greedy draw, I felt a part of myself slipping away, consumed by his insatiable hunger nevertheless, I couldn't scream nor push him away. Yet a strange force held me tight, shutting me off completely. It was as if my senses had retreated into a cocoon of self-preservation, shielding me from the full extent of the suffering I endured. And yet, even as I sought refuge in the numbness, I couldn't escape the primal terror that gripped me-a fear born not just from the pain itself, but from the realisation of the darkness lurking within the one I loved.
Everything faded into oblivion as my eyes forced themselves to close. With the continuous draw of my blood and immense pain, the darkness enveloped me, pulling me to the pit of the tunnel. My mouth once wide open, desperate to let the cry of agony now closes. My breath gets slower, I was on the verge of losing myself when his fangs dig deeper in my flesh. My body is now fighting against the hungry beast that evoked out of the very thirst of my very own blood. As the pulsating pain increases, I fall apart completely and the void at the tunnel crept up surrounding me gradually.
In the end, it was him who led me through this- blinded me with the love I could never imagine, then threw me away in mere seconds.
My destiny stands true to itself for it lured me in the unimaginable happiness while dancing on the thin strings of fate that I was unaware of. Now all that's left is a wish for the stars above, to turn back time and push me away from the one I loved, for it would be painful to live, knowing that he would never be mine, prevailing over the betrayal I now face.
"In the depths of void, he pushed me in
The euphoria turned into an abyss
Of agony and torment
I never pondered in
Is this a testament of love
Must I suffer in this
Do I not, deserve the love
At all?"
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Alright, I was inactive for too long and I sincerely apologize for it. I am an official grad baby and regretting about growing up.
Looking for jobs is so damn hard 😭 and fun part is, I am looking for content writing jobs? So hopefully my writing skills will improve even more n more 🤭
In either ways, I love each and every one of you and I'll try my bestest to post frequently. The chapter is only gonna get more interesting from now on as we are reaching the 1st Climax. You read it right- It is the "First" climax scene and there's sh*t ton of more to come.
I hope you all enjoy this small chapter update! The bigger one would be coming soon mwaaaah<33333
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The Deep Desires ( KTH x Y/N)
Fanfiction𝓚𝓲𝓶 𝓣𝓪𝓮𝓱𝔂𝓾𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓝𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓶𝓪𝓻𝓮 The raffle you won led you into the life of the soon-to-be crown prince, Kim Taehyung. He is an idol by day but a blood-hunting beast by night. There's no escape from it. You are blinded by h...
