Girl That You Love (Valentino X Reader)

Introducing Venus

TW: masturbation (but it's not in like detail or anything), slight panic attack

A/N: THIS CHAPTER IS OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE BTW AND ITS THE CLOSEST YOULL GET TO ANY TYPE OF ANYTHING SMUT RELATED SO PLEASE BE NICE TO ME😭😭

YOUR POV:

Today is the day. Today is the day I'm being forced to become a porn star. I had been dreading this day, sure, but now that's its actually here...I feel sick.

Valentino had explained his concept to me, that being I'm a virgin in hell and any sinner out here would like a chance to fuck me. And that was the gimmick. I'm untouchable. Nobody is going to touch my body but myself and these nasty sinners will have to close their eyes and jerk off, pretending that it's me.

How sickening.

"Alright princesa, your only job is to masturbate on camera. Easy enough, hm?" Valentino says to me as I stand beside him, staring at the bed.

"Do I have too?" I cringe.

"Don't tell me you've never touched yourself before," Valentino smirks, "then that makes this even better."

I cross my arms, "of course I have. I'm a virgin but not stupid." I say, "it's just the idea of having people watching me...and it being filmed."

Valentino nods, "I understand. But you don't have a choice." He reminds me as he places an arm around my waist, "just close your eyes and think that you're alone~. In no time you'll be a pro."

He walks me over to the bed, "and just know," he leans down toward me, "if you fuck this up, I'll fuck you up." He pulls away with a smile as I swallow dryly and nod.

"Alright folks, get ready for Venus!" Valentino exclaims as he walks over to his chair.

Venus. That's my stage name.

When I asked Valentino about it and he said that it was because Venus is the planet of love, and that people will love me. But on a more simple note, it starts with the letter V.

The storyline Valentino had created for me was that I was a virgin (no shit) who had fallen in love. I've never touched myself before and due to me being overwhelmed with lust, I had to resort to masturbation being my outlet.

The film began as I stumbled into the bedroom. Valentino had given me the script last night and told me to memorize it and that if I screwed up just once, I was to be punished accordingly.

I sat on my bed and began to take my shoes off, "oh poor me! I've fallen in love!" I gasp as I lay back on my bed, "I've fallen in love and I don't know what to do!" As I spoke the words Valentino gave me, I cringed, this script is terrible. Seriously.

"He's just so," I pause and take a breath, "handsome. The way he tells me he loves me, even though I know we could never be..."I trail off, "the way he always listens and cares for me," I continued, "and the way I want him inside me."

I looked over at Valentino who was smirking at me and leaning forward in his chair. A blush crept its way onto my cheeks as I pulled my shirt off. I wanted to look away with embarrassment and cover myself up, but I was entranced by his stare.

I unclipped my bra as I began to play with my breasts while doing watching Valentino. His smirk widened as his eyes narrowed. I let out a shaky breath.

In this moment, it's just him and I.

People always told me that it was arousing when you were forced to watch someone get off, let alone others watching you or watching yourself. And they were right. There's something enticing and thrilling about it.

I felt my core growing hot as Valentino stared. He nodded, indicating for me to go even deeper and further. I took a breath and slipped my skirt and underwear off as I was on full display.

I lowered my hand and began to touch myself as I moaned in pleasure.

In both life and death, I was never one to do this. I would, but not often. I never really had a reason since anything sex related made me sick and my only boyfriend turned out to be gay. Sure there were times that I would, and I'd chase that high like there was no tomorrow...but that was rare.

But right now, having Valentino watching me do something so out of character was refreshing. I had forgotten about all the cameras and other staff members in the moment.

My fingers sped up as I chased that high, the one I desperately craved. I shut my eyes in pleasure as I imagined Valentino on top of me, him inside of me as he fucked me like there was no tomorrow.

I let shaky breaths and a few moans as I felt my climax approaching. I could practically hear Valentino telling me that I was a slut for wanting him like this. I could see his smirk. I could feel his hands. I could feel his body. I could feel everything.

"V-Val..!" I cried as I came.

My eyes shot open as I placed a hand over my mouth in shock.

Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck!

I looked to see him staring at me with an unreadable expression. My thighs and the bedsheets were sticky as I lied there in a panic.

My heart beat was already sped up from my trip but now with the added anxiety? It seemed like it was going to be the death of me. My breathing became abnormal as it felt like the room shrunk in size. Why was it becoming so hard to breathe? Why am I alone? Where did everyone go? Where did Valentino—?

"Princesa~," I hear beside me as I'm brought back down to hell. I looked to see Valentino crouched beside the bed where I was, a blanket was now covering my body. When did that get there?

"Come here," Valentino offers as he opens his arms up for me. I go toward him and grasp onto him as he lifts me up into his arms. "You did so well for your first time," he praised, "you almost followed the script to a T. But," he pauses, "that ending, hm?"

I felt tears slip from my eyes, "I-I'm so so sorry Valentino!" I cried as I clutched his arm, his body tensed slightly under me. "I-I don't know why I said your name, please don't..."I take a shaky breath and lean into his chest, "please don't hurt me..."

"Why would I hurt you?" He softly asks, "you did nothing wrong."

I lift my head, "but I fucked up your shoot."

He smirks, "we can always edit it out if need be. Besides, I learned something interesting today~. Care to tell me what I'm talking about?"

I shakily replied, "your name."

He smiles and kisses me on top of the head, "exactly. Who knew you were such a dirty slut for me~?"

I felt my cheeks heat up again as Valentino wiped my eyes, "you're adorable." He begins to carry me out of the studio and down the hallway, toward the elevator.

One of his free hands presses the button, "any time you need to feel pleasure, you can always tell me."

"Did I do...okay..?"

He nods, "yes mi amor. Wonderful. It's a shame that I wasn't the first to see you alone, but it's fine because you said my name."

The elevator doors open, "and who knows?" He steps inside the elevator, "maybe one day your wish will come true."

The doors shut as I leaned into him, I shut my eyes as I felt his warmth around me. I smiled softly, "do you love me?"

"Of course, Y/N. I love you very much."