TW: rape (mentioned), non-consensual sex (aftermath!), manipulation, abuse
A/N: this originally was going to be a smut chapter but I literally got like 400 words in and got uncomfortable:) so you can have the aftermath<3
YOUR POV:
I found myself laying in an empty bed with aching thighs. My wrists hurt as I noticed that they had been let out of their restraints. The bedsheets were nasty feeling as well as myself.
I had given Valentino my virginity.
I sat up as I felt tears prick my eyes, I looked around the empty room. There was no trace of Valentino.
I slipped out of bed as I felt my knees buckle from underneath me. I held onto the bed to hold myself up, everything hurt. I pulled myself over to the doorway as I peaked out into the penthouse, it was completely empty.
I went over to my bathroom and cut on the light. I shut the door as I looked at my naked body in the mirror. I frowned.
Bruises littered my body along with dried blood in a few spots, especially on one part of my neck.
I looked like a mess.
I cut on the shower and placed it onto the hottest setting. I got into the shower as the water burned my skin, but I didn't care.
I sat down on the shower floor as I pulled my knees into my chest and cried.
I had given Valentino my virginity, but not willingly.
He had restrained me to his bed as he slipped a drug into my mouth, and within minutes I was in heaven.
He fucked me senseless multiple times until I passed out. There was no telling if he continued after I was out. The idea of him drugging and taking advantage of the situation and myself made me feel disgusted and sick.
I had never imagined Valentino would do such a thing. Sure he would use those type of threats as a way to get me back in line, but to actually follow through? Only a disgusting pig would do that.
I sat on the shower floor for what seemed like hours as the once burning water turned warm. I heard a knock on the door as I immediately froze up and wiped my tears. "Y-Yes?" I called out as my heart sped up, I was praying that it wouldn't be Valentino.
"Y/N?" I heard someone say on the other side. "It's me, Kitty! Master Valentino is getting worried, you've been in there for a while now."
"I'll be out in a second!" I cut off the water and hobbled my way out the shower as I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my body.
I took a breath and made my way out of the bathroom as I spotted Valentino laying on the couch with a cigarette in hand. He spots me as he blows out a stream of red smoke, I don't react.
He eyes me up and down with a smirk, "how are you this afternoon?"
Wait. Afternoon? Fuck it, whatever. "Sore."
He nods, "but it was all worth it last night, right~?" He takes a drag, "you were fucked out of your mind. You couldn't stop crying and begging for more. Who knew my innocent princesa was actually quite sinful~?"
My eyes narrow, "you drugged and raped me. There was no consent."
He laughs, "hey I asked you if you were okay with everything before making any moves," he stands up and walks over to me and lightly touches my cheek, "and I remember you agreeing to everything."
I moved away from him, "of course I gave you consent! I wasn't in the right state of mind!"
He rolls his eyes, "you all act like consent is a big deal. You're all so sensitive. But, in a few hours Angel is coming by for a shoot. If you say a word to him about last night, I'll do something to him. Understand?"
I don't respond. He tilts his head, "didn't you hear me? If you say one god damn word about any of this, Angel gets it. And last time I checked, you would take a punishment for Angel~. So I would watch your tongue."
"...yes Valentino," I mutter.
He smirks, "good." He walks over and grabs my arm lightly as he kisses the top of my head, "go get dressed. But don't put on any makeup, I want everyone to see that you're mine."
"Yes Valentino," I mutter as he lets go of me as I make my way toward my bedroom.
I walk in as I spot some clothes lying on my bed neatly, I frown. On my bed was a cheetah print bra with black around the edges, black short shorts, knee high black fishnets, a singular black guarder belt, black heeled boots and cheetah print leg warmers.
I really didn't want to wear something so...revealing, after finding out what Valentino did to me. But I couldn't risk Angel or I being at risk.
Besides, I began to change into the clothes that were laid out for me, I make Valentino happy.
I smiled and emerged from my bedroom to find Valentino looking at me expectingly. His eyes land on me as he smirks, "you look beautiful princesa." Valentino says as he walks over and wraps an arm around my waist, "do you like the outfit?"
I nod, "yes Val, I love it."
He then kisses me on the lips and sadly, I kiss him back. He pulls away a moment later. "Don't lie to me~." His tone was playful but his words showed he didn't appreciate me lying to him.
"I don't like it," I said, "fine. I said it."
His eyes narrow as his smirk widens, "I could always make you go naked. I mean, it wouldn't be the first time anyone has seen your body, would it?"
I didn't reply as he only chuckled and began to drag me toward the door of his penthouse, "come on. Angel is supposed to be here soon, we don't want to miss him."
It was uncomfortable silence on my end all the way until we got to the studio where Angel Dust was. He had just arrived, seeming to be a bit pissed at something.
"Angel!" I smiled as I rushed over to him, engulfing him in a hug.
"Y-Y/N!" Angel stuttered out, clearly taken back by my sudden hug. "What a surprise to see you here..!"
I pull away and cross my arms, "now you and I both know that where ever Val goes, I go."
He nods, "yeah." His eyes trail down my body as he notices all my marks, he opens his mouth to ask but I shake my head. He seems to get the message as Valentino demands that he gets ready for his shoot.
I frown, I'm in for a long night.
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