Fast beating heart
sweat-covered forehead
and impatient hands
Bright eyes,
too wet
but at the same time
too dry
Is it fear?
and my teen-toys cannot help
There is no one to tell
because they won't understand
Don't know what hurts most,
if it is my broken heart,
my betrayed self
or my tight abdomen.
...With love,
Swordyword.