𝗕𝗘𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗗 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗠𝗔𝗦𝗞 |Jeon Jungkook

6| 𝗕𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗢𝗿 𝗦𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗿?

"I can't forgive
But, I can't forget."

At 2:30 am, at Jeon Mansion,

Jungkoowas POV.

It was almost midnight but, here I was. Laying in my bed, sleepless. All I did was changing my sides.

The whole day I was behaving rudely with my men, even the maids of my house didn't get rid of my anger issues.

I had never been this confused ever in my life. All I could think was,
What should I do? Should I just accept her proposal or should I not? Did she really mean all those things she said to me? Did she really realise her mistake or she was just pretending?
Actually I shouldn't. Last time I did believe her with my everything. But what did I get in return? Heart Break?
But this time she literally cried hugging my legs, begging for the very last chance. Begging while this much crying was definitely not her thing but, she did.

Just for one last chance...

But she also did think about marrying another guy right?

But that guy also betrayed her. She also had a heart break. And heart break obviously sucks. I myself was an example.

Oh fuck! What should I do?

God! I am confused as hell right now. I definitely need to have some fresh air. I took up my duvet and headed towards the closet. I got changed into a black leather jacket and black pant. I took the key of my bike and headed towards the main gate. Leaving my house behind I got up to the bike and started it with the key. I didn't even bother to wear a helmet.

And fuck me. After riding almost half an hour in the bike I ended up coming in another place where I used to come with Y/N. This time it was my favourite.

Han River...

I sat on the sand. This was the first time I came here after my breakup with her. I kept my hands on the sand and put my weight onto them. I sat there spreading my legs. I looked up at the stars. They were shinning. Just like my orbs were shining with tears.

After my mother died, whenever I cried it was only for Y/N. Everyone knew me for my ruthless nature. And what you had made this ruthless person do?

Crying over a god damn girl like a child cries over there broken toys? But, here was the difference, they cried for broken toys and here I was crying over my broken heart...

I left a sad chuckle. Then my gaze went towards a couple. They were sitting together in each others arms. They were literally glued with each other. Seeing them like this I remembered a memory. My lips formed into a sad smile.

Flashback.

Today I came into a friend's party with Y/N. Well this is the first time when all seven of us are together with our girls. Well, not all seven of us, it's except Taehyung Hyung and Yoongi hyung. 'Cause they are too busy to find their girls.

Well they actually thought I'd be the last one to find partner based on my personality. When I told them about
Y/N all of them literally choked their water.

We all were sitting beside the han river. It was mostly like a picnic. Namjoon hyung himself arranged te place. Our jaw literally dropped after seeing that place. There was a table in the middle and there were sofas surrounding them. It looked mostly like a outdoor restaurent. We did a bar-b-que party. All together it was so much fun. Now it was time to leave. We said goodbye to all of them and headed towards our car.