𝗕𝗘𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗗 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗠𝗔𝗦𝗞 |Jeon Jungkook

18| 𝗦𝗰𝗿𝘂𝗽𝗹𝗲

"I wanted you to be mine
Selfishly Thoughtlessly MINE.
But..."

At 7:50 am.

Jungkook's POV.

After some unberrelled dispute that wretch went out of the time. We were still tied up in chair. A little amount of light was crossing the room as it was morning.

And from that moment, everything was still. Neither I uttered a word nor she.

I can't say for certain what's going on Y/N's mind but, regarding her expression it made me think that she was fighting with her inner self.

Even my mind was puzzled with so many questions. I had so many things to ask her but, I couldn’t. An odd hesitation was consuming me.

I knew that she was everything to me and beyond any shadow of doubt I could say I was also everything to her. I'm absolutely certain that this girl loved me more than anything in this world.

But why she lied to me at first? Why she told me at first that she was Shenzi but not my Y/N? Why she did so? Why she didn't come back to me earlier?  Why I wasn't aware of the fact that my girl had a fucking twin sister? Why I didn't knew any of those things? Why did you hide things from me Y/N? Fucking why?

I had to know the answer of all these queries. But why was I stopping?  She is my girl? I can do ask her whatever I want right? Yeah. I should just ask her.

After a lot of fight with my heart finally I gained the courage of asking her. "Y/N," she didn’t respond, "Y/N?"

"Y-yeah?"

"Where are you lost?"

"N-nothing, I was just thinking of something. What you're saying?"

"U-uh, a-actually..."

"Actually? " she asked.

"I wanted to ask you something. "

"I'm all ears."

"You knew right I married your sister thinking it was you?"

"Hmm"

"Then why did you lied at first saying you were Shenzi?"

"U-uh..."

"What?"

"I b-bassically.."

"What Y/N? You are hesitating with me?"

"I wanted to test your love Jungkook! I know you'll be feeling really bad after hearing this but yeah! I was wanting to test it. I didn't really know after me betraying on you like that after breaking you like that you'll still love me. And cherry on the top was the fact that you have married Fellah thinking it's me and you've been torturing her the whole damn time! So I'm sorry but, yeah I was doubting on your love. I know you'll feel bad. But yeah the truth is always the truth and I'm really sorry for that Jungkook."

She said. She said making me frown. She said making me feel like a stone. She said breaking my heart once again. And this time it felt like someone had just crushed my heart keeping it under their fucking shoes.

I literally loved this girl with my everything. Never in a million year I thought she would suspect on me. It felt too heavy for my heart to take.

Somebody said it right. Love is blind. Even I was too blind in my love for her that I never thought that she also could suspect on me. I had never realise that much love could also be less for someone to rely on. I felt so small at that time that I couldn’t express.